Hello friends! As you know, I have a nice little stuffed animal zoo around the nursery, you’ve seen the bears and buns and monks in nearly all my pics. Our little stuffy family recently got a new member, this post is about a sweet little interaction Trubble the Raccoon and I shared.
I don’t adopt new stuffies often so it’s quite the occasion when there’s a new arrival, a good friend sent me an adorable little Raccoon and I love them so much! It takes a very special stuffy to make it into the group and this one is just magical. They were sent here with the purpose of keeping an eye on me, my friend sent them as a little surrogate. Trubble’s job is to make sure Riley is being a good girl, wearing her protection and behaving herself. I’ve been taking them to bed so they can help me with diapers and stuff, they’ve been a wonderful little raccoon despite being named Trubble ❤
At first I joked about Trubble being my little protector like I joke about all my stuffers (Panda being a panty thief, Monkey being oblivious etc.) but something happened yesterday that reminded me of how wise little stuffies can be….
I have a bad habit of waking up and immediately checking the news/email/twitter on my mobile. Social media within the first 30 seconds of waking up is not healthy by any means, but not uncommon either, I do need to keep on top of my biz. But sometimes I wake up and find myself staring at hatespeech or some crooked politician or find one of my video’s has been flagged, my blood starts roiling before the day starts. Why I let these people into my bed I do not know, but it’s a terrible way to start the day. One should gradually meet the day, drink some water, pull back the curtains, pee. My ideal mornings involve soggy diapers and warm cuddles!
I went to bed snug as a bug and peacefully listening to Brian Eno, woke up feeling stuffy (the other kind) and cold in a dry diaper. Despite knowing better, I immediately grabbed my phone and started scrolling. I came across vocal people who don’t like transpeople, they were huffing and puffing and I was starting to get a little too invested. My fingers started twitching, not 2 mins after waking up the vein in my forehead was already pulsing, my temples tightening, these oh-so-familiar stress reactions.
Trubble, who is a very perceptive little raccoon, saw that I was getting upset and did something that stuffies only do on rare occasions, they intervened. I must have shifted my weight in bed preparing to post something i’d regret when the little raccoon flopped down and covered up my screen with their paws. They looked me right in the eyes as if to say “Riley, that’s not good for you“. It was the most uncanny thing i’ve ever seen a stuffy do, looking out for me like any good friend would. They did it with intention, Trubble’s on a mission to make sure Riley is the best girl she can be and sometimes they have to get their little paws dirty!
I took little Trubble by the paws and gave them the biggest hug, clicked off my phone and just snuggled for a minute, feeling loved and cared for by my stuffed friend and in a way, the universe. It’s not often I feel connected in any existential sense, so I pay attention when I do. Our plush companions can be quite mysterious…
I had a Luna bar and a glass of water, listened to the Cocteau Twins and prepared to make some videos. I had a chill day, made a StayKinky video then cammed during the Superbowl, my head never ached to any significant degree and I felt no new regret. If I would have engaged I’d likely had spent the day with shaky hands, angry at some internet jerk or broad social trend.
LISTEN TO YOUR STUFFIES! They know better. And in reality, you know better. We find these patterns, superstitions, hints, a spider on a pack of cigarettes, a shaving knick while re-arguing an old fight in your head, we see these hints and think the universe is telling us something when it’s really just our subconscious reaching out. We repeat these negative patterns because we’re all a work in progress, occasionally we need a reminder that we know better. Sometimes it’s a subtle reminder from our stuffies, from our partners, or from a song on the radio. Listen to the world around you and listen to yourself. Be aware of your emotions, what makes you smile and what makes you stress. Managing one’s emotions is a lifelong pursuit, just being aware of them is the first and most important tool. Self-Actualization, Emotional Intelligence, Being Present, whatever folks call it, we need it to be well balanced humans.
The little raccoon broke me out of my funk. I’m setting my phone a little away so I can still get late night emergency calls but I won’t immediately start twittering as soon as I wake up. I’m going to start listing to some of my favorite songs as soon as I wake up, rise to the day with positive emotions! Today was Frank Sinatra by Cake and by the time I got to the internet I was on a positive tip, grooving a bit even. Buzzed right past the pundits and trolls to my day’s work. You know how you can really see the steam coming off the tea when the sunlight hits it right? What’s not to like about starting your day like that?
The media we consume effects us profoundly. It effects us as much as the food we eat, and while some people think they have an iron stomach or impenetrable soul, it catches up to everyone. Little Trubble just had to step in to remind me to be gentle with myself, that even the tuffest, busiest girls need a bit of digital detox, time away from it all. What a good lesson from such a good buddy ❤
That’s my Raccoon story! Trubbles namesake comes from when they first arrived, upon seeing them I was heard saying “Here comes Trouble!” and the name stuck. They have been no a wonderful addition to the stuffy menagerie and the other stuffies have been really supportive, especially since the Raccoon takes such good care of Riley ❤
More stories and fun soon! Give your stuffies/plushies/bears/partners/calculators a big hug for me!!!
P.S. Cheers to my friend HW for everything ❤ Oh… and I made a video about this!!!
New Newness! Just a little video about a few diapered happenings, talking about my new Dotty Diaper Company Onesie, MegaMax Extra Smalls and Cuties Size 7 Diapers! Check out the video description for links and timestamps and be sure to watch in 4K!
Hey there friends! I have a new review of the Goodnites XL!
I don’t really have much to say about these other than the fact that they are bigger! I think with human bodies it’s really hard to say if it’s going to fit X many inches or Y weight, but if you had considered Goodnites in the past, give these a shot. They are not massively different size wise but it’s good that they didn’t do a complete overhaul I think, especially not steering towards the more adult diaper style and keeping it’s unique Goodnites flavor. I think after the failure which was the Ninjamas I’m glad Goodnites seem to stick the landing on this, it’s exactly what many wanted, a larger size Goodnite. I doubt they’ll ever make a proper adult diaper under the GN branding but this is a step in the right direction. I’m waiting for that diaper that’s marketed towards hip college students to bridge the diaper gap between Youth/Adult products. Put Rick & Morty or Among Us characters on it… wait, I’ve told this joke before, I just change the popular character names ever few years. Related, this will also mark my 100th time reviewing a Goodnite product!
Eventually there will be adult size ABDL pull-ups, but for now let’s just ride this wave of larger sized baby diapers, pull-ups and bedwetting diapers and hope our faceless corporate masters keep providing more diverse options for our diverse world! I’m loving the Northshore Xtra Small Megamax’s, they feel like giant bulky baby diapers and some of their smaller pullups are comfy too.
Hope you enjoy the video, I’m sure i’ll revisit them when they actually come out. And of course, they are just goodnites, they’re not very absorbent, 1 or 2 wettings and emergencies only. I love Goodnites, but they’re not great for protection.
Pardon the sloppy edits, I wanted to get it out tonight. AND YES, I say Goodnite/Goodnites interchangebly, as I do with Depend/Depends. The official brand names are Depend (not Depends) and Goodnites (not Goodnite). Enjoy the links and more fun stuff soon, my 2020 Compilation’s up next!
It’s been a wild year so far! I can’t believe it’s so far into it already, coming up on my birthday before I know it. This is going to be a big year for me, last year was setting everything up, and this year is seeing what I can do with it. I just got my hormone tests and have an upcoming doctors app next month, got a bunch of cool new equipment (going to share a room tour once its all done) and am very optimistic about the 100+ videos i’m going to make this year, including weekly videos here and on StayKinky ❤ It’s a daunting task but I’m sure I can do it!
This was during fall of last year, before the Election and some big life changes, was just living day to day, hanging out with the bear and the monk and the bun, enjoying my new pink northshores and some cute new pullups 😛 I see some of these pictures and I think they were taken just a few weeks ago, and they’re nearly six months old. That happens alot these days.
In terms of current day Riley, it’s nice to just live. I’m in a decent little schedule and I have problems of course, mostly health, anxiety and health related anxiety, but I’m dealing ok. Little dramas, but nothing big, had to unfollow someone on twitter because their posts were making me sad, stuff like that. I’m in a good place, slowly but surely rebuilding a fanbase in adult content, staying consistent with these sites, all that good stuff. Putting in the work. It’s all a girl can do 🙂 I do wish more people were watching my StayKinky content, I think i’m doing some really creative stuff with editing, need to spread my stuff around more. Being the actress, filmmaker, editor and promotions, as well as makeup, lights, fluid cleanup etc… It’s alot for one person. I have a little help with shooting now and then, but it’s mostly just me and the bears.
Anyway, enough pouting, I have a ton of support and I’m sure I’ll get more as time goes on 🙂 Thanks friends, more soon! Still haven’t done any live shows this month, I have an ISO Storytime interview on Friday night which should be fun 🙂
Twitter has been very strange lately so I’m locking my accounts and taking a break, I want to be able to get all my old tweets off before they delete all the sexy accounts, my accounts are very old and there’s much to save.
So in case you’re coming here from Twitter wondering what’s going on, this is going to be the hub for all my posts from now on, Tumblr, Twitter, MV etc will be just announcements/posts from here.
More links and everything soon, I need to sure up some defenses because things are getting a little wild.
More soon! Here’s a little picture of some of the stuff I got from that Dotty Diaper company ❤ lots more exciting stuff asap ❤ I also should be getting the larger size goodnites very soon, super excited to talk about that!
It’s the deep dark winter, which means one thing… watching the LOTR Trilogy again!
Lord of the Rings has some pretty cool wizards, but if you’re interested in DiapeeMagic, check this video out 😛
Ok, that opening was a stretch…
I was introduced to Diapee Magic Creme by my awesome friend and I’ve made a review! It’s basically a soft/slippery/lotiony creme that is used for slip-slidey diaper fun. If you get a fully slippery diaper it can be a ton of fun and quite stimulating. It’s one of my favorite excitable diaper activities and DiapeeMagic is designed for it by basically being a mix of lube and lotion, but much better than that sounds. The smell is also phenomenal, like a total dream baby-powder scent. The branding of “DiapeeMagic” makes me happy too, I like the word Diapee because it makes me blush.
Basically, if you’ve been dry humping in your diapers, use some of this and make it a nice slippery hump 😛 It’s 8$ and I think for the niche application and cool package it’s worth it, though I wish I had the see-through tube that I’ve seen on some. For ref, Johnsons Baby Lotion is about 30 cents an OZ, and this is about $1 an OZ, but it smells really cool and is different by a significant degree, and i’d rather give money to ABDL businesses than to Johnson & Johnsons.
I’m not associated with these cats at all, just happy to share and promote community folks! If you’ve got a unique product you’d like to tell me about let me know 😛 I will be covering a ton of Dotty Diaper stuff soon, post coming soon about that and a ton of videos about their stock and UK Nappies.
Have a lovely weekend, more fun stuffffff soooooon!!!!
These are a bunch of pictures for which the context I have long forgotten. I assume, like everyone else, that from like April to September I was just in a quarantine Covid blur of hiding in the house and watching the news through the cracks in my fingers. I’d have to go look at my twitter feed to remember what was happening back then. I mostly just stayed in bed and peed my pants. This was a tough time, but things are about to get much better 😛
More stuff soon! I shot a bunch of amazing pics today and a new review and I can’t wait to share it all with you! More stuff sooooon!!!
Hi there friends! It’s Riley with a super quick one today! I have been moving furniture the last 3 days straight, putting the finishing touches on my studio setup, very exciting and tons of thought/effort, i’m a tuckered out little girl! I have pics but I want to save them for now, I’m working on making it look really fancy! I also got a new laptop to help me produce and post while i’m rendering video, have done some really great things to help my workflow!
Unfortunately to do that I had to tear everything down and take a day or two from posting, pardon! But now I have an awesome setup and the capabilities to really crank out some great stuff! And i’m still well on schedule for 52 Youtube videos this year, i’m thinking i’m going to start posting videos every Sunday? But for January things will just come as I finish them and get a few videos in the bank. I’m shooting a diapers/lingerie thing as well as a Footy Fashion show tomorrow I think. I also just spent some serious diaper money at DottyDiaperCo so I’ll have tons of interesting and diverse kinds of diapers to talk about!
I also want to thank the new folks who are checking out my Patreon, it’s not all configured yet with the fancy tiers and such, but I really appreciate the support! Really exciting things happening, thanks for all the help, positivity and encouragement in my crinkly pursuits 🙂
More more more more more sooooon!!!
Pics and Vids and everything incoming ❤ Will get back to my “2020 in review” tomorrow!