Loooooooong week.

Hi there friends! It’s been a long last 10 days or so. I won’t go into detail, but I’ve had elections, sick Mom, laser hair removal, custom videos and phone chats, been a very busy babygirl. Things are better now, and I have one last hump (Doctor appointment today) then i’ll finally be able to take a breath and get some much needed rest followed by do some bloggy/video stuff. I’ve been really kicking butt on my Manyvids site (http://bit.ly/MVKinky) and am really trying not to go 10 days without posting on here, so pardon my delay, I’ll make it up to you 🙂

So today there’s not much to say other than LOOK AT THESE CUTE DIAPER PICS 😛 😛 😛

I did just take a bunch of super-cute pics and videos that i’ll be sharing shortly, excited to! Hope everyone’s feeling warm and handling this hectic new year with the best of their abilities 🙂 Hugs, more stuff soon!

Adult Cloth Diapers 102

New video! Adult Cloth Diapers 102 – Diaper University

Just a little “haul” video, talking about some tips and ideas, as well as showing off my collection and wearing every diaper in the video at once, making me a very poofy girl.

Audio fun and tons of pics coming soon. Still haven’t decided on next weeks video… Perhaps a Northshore Megamax review? Thanks for reading!

Phantasies pt. 1

In a recent post, I talked about the realistic aspects of my diapered journey, the logistics of being a 247 diaper user. Today we’re going to swing far to the other end of the spectrum, and discuss some of my deepest fantasies, some of them unreasonable/impossible/only do-able with trained professionals, so don’t take this too seriously. I have done so many kinky, beautiful things with kinky, beautiful people, far beyond what I could have imagined, though I still have some things I’d like to do and have done to me. So, here’s some more imagining, fashioned as a serious of short smutty stories.

This is gonna get pretty graphic so put on your raincoat and goggles and we’ll begin. Let’s start off light, with a quiet winter morning in a suburban PA home…


A little squirell jumps onto the roof making a squirrely sound that wakes a dreaming Riley. She’d worn her thick Betterdry diapers to bed last night, she usually wets a few times in the morning before showering and starting the day so it’s nice to wake up in diapers. She calls them her bedwetting diapers, even though she’s never done it naturally save for a couple nights after too many drinks, but she was never diapered for those.

Riley is used to the squirrels, so she slowly lets the day unfold itself, she squints, feels the soft stuffed bunny she held all night. Riley shifts herself around, feeling the warmth of her footy sleeper, the bed and comforters and after reaching down, the warm wetness of her diapers.

“Did I wet my diapers before bed last night?” Riley thought, but she remembers going to bed dry and doesn’t remember waking and wetting in the middle of the night as she often does. Feeling the outside of what is a clearly soaked diaper, Riley realizes that after all these years of being diapered, she finally had an accident in her sleep. Her thumb immediately moves to her mouth, she squeezes the bunny as tight as she can, and a little tear runs down her cheek.

You’re a bedwetter Riley, you’ve soaked your diapers in your sleep and will need to be thickly diapered yo bed from here on out. Just continue to suck your thumb and feel your soggy diapers, you’ll have to get used to waking up wet… these thoughts ran through Riley’s head as she slowly drifted in and out of an early morning dreamy state, she wet her wet diapers a few more times that morning as she often does, got cleaned up and into a fresh diaper for work. She casually put an order in for another case of the Betterdry’s, just part of her routine in life, a bedwetting girl should have her bedwetting diapers.

At work, everyone was extra friendly, likely due to Riley’s bigger than usual smile today. One customer said she was “glowing” today, Riley smiled and answered “I had a goodnight, and an even better morning” and walked away with a spring in her step and a diaper on her butt, the happiest little bedwetter in the world 🙂


Thanks for reading, i’ll be posting Audio versions of this and another previous post tomorrow. More stuff soon 🙂

Diaper University: Plastic Pants 101

Welcome Class! Ms. Riley is here to talk about Plastic Pants! Do settle down, I don’t want to put anyone over my knee!

I’ll be doing a video about Cloth Diapers soon that should fill in some gaps, as well as a Plastic Pants 201 video about different stores/brands. I’ve had a few pants recommended like these Softies and these Suprimas, and it seems Vinyl is more common than I thought. I mostly saw Vinyl in Medical Supply Shops, I have a pair that I like and please don’t be afraid to try them!

These will be an ongoing series as I get feedback and learn more, I’m trying my best to post fun, informational videos and hope I don’t stumble too much on the facts. I once read the best way to get information online is not by asking for it, but by stating the wrong answer and waiting for someone to correct you. Needless to say, i’m learning a ton from the comments, and pardon if I make a mistake!

Thanks for watching and more stuff soon ❤ Have a safe NYE, do something mischievous, don’t listen to these guys. Me and the bears will be cuddling at home, tomorrow’s post will feature a Glamour Magazine article I was quoted in talking about that, starting 2020 with a bang 🙂

Class adjourned, just line up at the door for your diaper checks, soiled students will be changed before recess in front of the class… I see you in the back trying to hide, I think you’ll be first…

"24/7" scribbled on a wall

I’m about to tell you everything about my diaper feelings. Like a shipwrecked, starving sailor I want to carve my thoughts on a stone wall just so people will know that on December 28th 2019, this is what Riley Kilo thought about diapers and peeing her pants. I just woke up in my very wet Abena M4 and i’m ready to chat about diapers 🙂

So, lately I’ve been wearing to bed most every night and that’s been a wonderful thing. I have been 24/7 in the past but I’m pretty practical about it all. Even when 24/7 I use the big girl potty fairly often, especially to avoid messing my diapers. Right before bed if I’m in my diapers but need to use the potty to pee I usually will. I’m a sneaky babby, but I feel you have to pragmatic with these sorts of things when you do them so often, if only for skin health. I have some thoughts about finding the reality in your fantasies that I’ll share in the next post (if I ever get off this island) but today i’ll stay on topic.

I’ll stop daydreaming about bondage swings and locking plastic pants and get back to the point. I think in my head there’s a significant difference between wearing something that really protects and wearing “diaper panties” or unreliable diapers. When I go out there’s 3 ways…

“I’m wearing diapers because I plan to be a diaper wetting girl today and need something 100% protective”

“I’m wearing diapers but don’t plan on using them, I just want to wear diapers for comfort”

“I’m wearing panties (or no undies) because [insert excuse here]”

The times I don’t wear are usually if i’m going to do a great deal of walking, it’s too hot or because I’m just not feeling it, which is a tricky issue in the discussion ahead. While I have been happy with my diaper habits lately, I’d love to get more into consistent daily wearing and get back into a near 24/7 lifestyle, to get back to always having my diapers and wipes and everything a babygirl needs in my diaper bag, to always wear some sort of absorbent protection. If it’s reasonable from a financial and physical standpoint, I should remain in diapers indefinitely.

I know this is a loaded question, but why 24/7? This is something I ask myself often, and I think it comes down to setting standards for yourself. We all want some form of control over our own lives and we take that control in our own various ways. For me, setting the standard of “being a diaper girl” is a way for me to be a more self-realized person, to form a task and bring it to completion. It’s like getting a gold star for working out every morning or for not having alcohol for 271 days, it’s a happy rule to make and follow, one that makes me a better, happier person. Self Care is important! Even when I’m just “not feeling it”, I know I’ll be happier in the end if I take the time to get in my diapers.

I’ve been loving my comfy bedtime diapers and wearing occasionally during the day, but I think I’m ready to be 100% protected. With a few exceptions of course, mainly during fitness stuff, getting on planes or when i’m at home just airing out. But after my workout or after security I can put one back on.

Messing diapers is not a priority or big thing for me, I mostly expect to be wetting but I want to allow myself to use my diapers that way and not worry too much if it happens and i’m home safe etc. While messing isn’t something I do often, routine enemas that involve diapers are something I anticipate. I give myself enemas regularly for camming but I predict making a point to use my diapers after one is going to be common. I’m not really even thinking about “diaper training” or “un-potty training”, more just focusing on wearing day to day, not on how I’ll be a year from now. (Note: I just bought a new enema bag and bulb online while procrastinating. )

To really consider wearing 24/7, a few things are required to future proof my diaper wearing.

~ Diapers – I have tons of diapers of course, but they’re mostly random generics or ones that I’ve bought to review, I would say out of the maybe 300 diapers I have here, I only have about 30 “real” diapers that I would trust for a day out or for bedwetting. I need to stock up on more staples if i’m going to be wearing all the time. I shouldn’t ever be wearing something that leaks, unless i’m trying to be cute and romping around the house or something.

I think for 24/7 daytime protection, the Northshore Supreme or Supreme Lite, or a diaper in that category, like the Abena S4s, a mid-range diaper that fits me properly, something I won’t feel bad if I have to change and it’s not at capacity. Those Abena Pull-ups are great, I need to try the Northshore ones as well. I’m on a quest to find a couple products that fit me just right so I can always have the right diaper in the right situation.

~ Skin Care – This has always been my biggest barrier of entry when it comes to diapers. I have super-sensitive skin, and no regiment ever seemed to prevent rashes from extended wearing. With that said, I haven’t had a rash in a long time and I’m confident that with the right crinkles, care and creams, my skin can be safe from harm. I’ve been using Bourdauxs Butt Paste and making sure to not spend too much time in a soiled diaper, no matter how cute I look when I’m all wet and snuggly 🙂

~ Clothes – This is where I really excel, I have loooots of outfits, though probably 70% of my wardrobe are “Costumes” and the rest is everyday stuff, though even my everyday clothes are pretty cute. So I need to find clothes that I can wear to balance out, and find more everyday stuff that work well with diapers. I also need to figure out the best outfits for all the seasons now that I live somewhere with actual seasons.

For Winter I have a bad habit of just sticking with big coats and jeans/overalls, but sometimes you do need to dress that warm to weather storms. Overalls are really great with diapers, I just need some cuter ones that aren’t so baggy and unflattering. I also need more warm tights so I can wear dresses, I love the warm tights, poofy dress and big warm coat look. I also reaallly like Snowsuits especially with diapers, but it’s hard to find cute and affordable ones in my size.

For Summer, I can wear mostly cloth covered diapers and breathable dresses. I wear tights under my skirts/dresses anyway, but i’m getting more comfortable going bare -legged. I remember a time getting my skirt blown up crossing the street, where a crowded intersection in LA got a look of my big white diaper, someone even honked. I also think tights are cute in general, and it helps complete my thrifty/vintage cuddlecore look. So dresses, tights, lots of creme and powders and breathable diapers! I shouldn’t let the heat miser stop me from enjoying my diapers!

So with these powers combined I think 24/7 could be in my near future, especially since my very physical/social jobs dynamic has changed and i’m focusing more on internet stuff, camming etc. I’ll be more free in my clothing choices and have more little time etc. I plan to spend the next few winter months very soggy and very prolific, a creative little diaper girl.

Thanks so much for reading, When life is going good you should be thankful for what you’ve got, and i’ll take this opportunity, this good health and safe environment to focus on the positive things that make me truly happy. More stuff soon, including a upcoming post detailing some of my most thought about fantasies 🙂 Big hugs and StayDiapered!

(the first one was last night, and the others are from this morning)