I’ve always considered myself a social person. I’ve never been great at one-on-one social interaction, but in front of crowds I can do very well, I did speech and debate in high school, and I’ve always been a good manager. I was also a part of a ‘scene’ in my town, where the social leaders are good looking, fit, and infallible. No one knows I wear diapers there; I’ve had to hide them in locking suitcases and car-trunks.
If I knew why I wanted to do this, I would probably stop. It’s not sexual… I like sex… a lot, I like really kinky sex… a lot, and I like incorporating diapers into bondage scenes, but diapers have always been about way more than sex, it’s about happiness and protection and a lot of stuff I’m going to spend the rest of my life on a therapists couch for.
I really don’t care though! I love wearing diapers… I always have, and I always will. I’ve already gone over the hurdle in my head, and now I just need to get over the logistics of it.