The first time i put on a pair of girls underwear i was 12 years old. A Mormon family lived in our court, and on my walk to school I saw a pair of panties laying on the sidewalk next to their home, they would always line dry their clothes. They were worn, granny panties and a size 6. I walked past them the first day i saw them, my face got red and my hands started tingling. i hadn’t hit puberty yet, but still had pent up feelings about lust, all associated with the concept of special underwear (i guess thats a silly way to put it, but I had diaper feelings back then as well) The next day i went to school, i brought an extra ziplock bag, carefully picked up the panties and put them in the bag. I took them home, washed them when i was in the shower, and when i went into my bedroom to get dressed, I put on the pair of still damp panties. It was strange, i was too young to really understand what i was doing, i just enjoyed it. I wore those panties every time i could, but only in my room, and never under clothes. I would have not been able to live with the repression that would be forced on me if anyone would have found out. So, it was just panties in my room alone until I started to become the person I’ve always been.
I’m a girl. I’ve always been a girl, and I’m always going to be a girl. When you see me walking down the street, you see a girl, when you’re taking pictures of me in diapers, you’re taking pictures of a girl, when you sit down and have a long dinner, followed by a glass a wine and cuddling, you’re falling in love with a girl, but when you finally get my panties off… you’re looking at a penis… (ON A GIRL!).
So, I’m transistioning. Right now, I’m living full-time as a woman, to decide if I want to start putting hormones in my body to start making permanent changes. It’s just a matter of money and total absolution, but those will come in time. So, that’s the story of my first pair of panties, and why I’ve kept wearing things with little pink hearts on them.
I’d love to hear stories from other people about their first times!