Hey there friends, I had a drifter pull a a knife on me yesterday morning! I live in an area literally infested with homeless people, though I’ve become relatively friendly with these folks through some of my past jobs there’s still random out-of-town or out-of-meth homeless people that think they can rob whoever they want, and clearly can. This post is about horrible-ness, just in time for Halloween.
I give coins to those who ask, more out of safety than philanthropy in a town where people get shot for not giving change. This town sucks, and I can’t believe I’m still alive living here for so long with who I am. I had my $2500 camera and about 500$ worth of video equipment on me and luckily he didn’t get that stuff. He got my wallet and cash as well as my jacket, but i’m fast and probably would have fought for that camera. Once he had his hands full of my stuff I ran for my dear life, got out of there, sprained my ankle and lived to see another day.He seemed cold, which almost makes me feel bad for him. ALMOST.
The worst part of it all, I was in Sacramento and was robbed on my way to the train station to visit Penny, relatively close to my house. We were planning to do the things me and Penny do together, and these things are as wonderful to do as they are to watch. But I got mugged, so I spent the day talking to the police and trying to piece together enough cash for rent, which is a significantly less fun than getting tied up, put into diapers and treated like a little sissy girl. I’ve spent most of today at the DMV, which is almost worse than fearing for your life at knifepoint.
SO anyway, I hate myself and I want to die. I doubt i’ll be able to make rent this month on my own, my small family is broke due to the furloughs going on in gov. jobs in CA and I don’t have anything of value to sell, I could sell my camera for maybe 100$, a camera I bought for $2500, damn you technology. This might be my last post for a loooooooooong time, my internet is most likely going to get shut-down until I can afford it.
I’ve been horribly depressed since the mugging, I don’t have enough money to pay for my hormones this month, let alone rent. Donations are greatly appreciated, videos, camshows, pics, anything will be reciprocated with even a small donation. Write me a direct Email at firstname.lastname@example.org for info and the donation link is right under my profile pic on your right, if you donate and leave your email, I’ll get back to you asap.
So anyway, life is horrible for me, but a little angel emailed me today, a long-time friend of mine and a fellow diaper-girl, she was just lucky enough to be born with the right parts. I for a long-time didn’t believe that there were tons of, if any, “real” AB/DL girls out there, but my friend proved me wrong. She is really so darling, the cutest little AB girl, and she said it was OK to post her stuff on here, but any requests for moar or any further information will be ignored, she’s shy 😛
I’m really hoping I can make it until next month with a blog, and hopefully a roof over my head, and I’ll miss this if I’m gone. So here’s my very lovely friend, I might as well go out with a smile and some very cute pictures.