ramp it up

I haven’t been posting due to an overwhelming lack of time, this is my Saturday, spent a good portion of it at Planned Parenthood waiting to get my blood taken to check up on my levels, I should get the results back soon. I had a nice lunch with a friend, I’m feeling very empowered right now, I’m excited about where I’m going and what I’m doing, my job has growth potential, so I’m not just doing something monotonous, I’m learning new skills and meeting new connections and re-establishing old ones. Needless to say, I’m happy with it, I’m still looking for something that pays better, but this is good for just now, and its nice to work 40+ hour weeks after being unemployed for so long, but I miss this site and all my friends out there in diaper-land ❤

One of the big changes that is coming up for me is I’m hoping to ramp up my hormone intake, I’m taking 2mg while many are taking 8mg, I’m probably going to start taking 4mg and then 8mg after a few more months depending on how it effects me. I would do the same for Spiro as well, I just feel like I’m ready to really up the dosage. I’ve been breaking out more than ever, I think due to the hormones, the stress, the sometimes twice daily shaving… ugh… next paycheck I’ll invest in a still camera, do a little diapered photoshoot, I promise. There’s also going to be some changes coming to the site, mostly in the design aspect, I want to make it more streamlined and easier to find information. I plan to be doing more interactive stuff… More on this soon, I’m so excited about the future of the site and myself ❤

I am comfy in an Abri-form right now, this is Riley signing off until the near future… bye bye!!!

*grumbles* ::loads TurboTax::

overcome all over the place

Hey there readers! This is little Riley Kilo, writing on valentines day morning, all dressed up pretty for a long day at my new job : )

Today being Valentines Day, I wanted to get extra dressed up and cute… I’m really excited about something thats happening this evening, that I’m going to try to make it to in time… Del Tha Funkee Homosapian is going to be doing a singing, I’m hoping to meet him and get his autograph or a picture, I’ve always admired him for rapping about nerdy stuff, having been a computer programmer etc, I’m going to get him to sign my Nintendo Zapper I think, I would love to have him sign a copy of Xenogears but I don’t have one readily available. It should be cool, if you’re not familiar with him specifically, you probably recognize him as the rapper on this song –

Seriously, this flow changed my life, when it came out there was nothing else on the radio, I was blown away by it. I was young enough that this was my first exposure to hip-hop that wasn’t DC Talk, this song is key to me opening my mind about music, especially hip-hop. Since then, I’ve become a huge fan of his solo work, Deltron 3030 and hieroglyphics, all bay area, all raw and real and socially concious. If you live in california, you probably recognize this…

Anyway, I’m super excited and its a positive spin on an otherwise depressing holiday. If a computer programmer becoming a hip-hop legend, maybe a girl like me can find love ❤

Hope you have a happy valentines day, Keep an eye on here, I might have a webcast tonight on TinyChat.com for valentines day, but I don’t know really whats going on later tonight, so who knows. I’m single, and don’t have a valentine, but thats all a bunch of noise anyway. Gotta run, much love ❤

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Well, I almost made it through the whole day, but at about 2:30 the day started to wear on me. Things are still awesome with my job, I left today with everyone happy but relatively grossed out. I just feel like total garbage right now. I have tomorrow and friday off, then I work all weekend, I’m still kinda getting back into the employment pattern, and hopefully I’m feeling crescent fresh by the weekend, I’ll keep you updated.

I did want to add, the best way to watch the video below is to watch in on DPRTube.com instead of the embed I put on here, the tag doesnt block so much on their site, I’m going to write them about the oversized tag, I didn’t realize how obtrusive it is, and Xtube doesnt take .FLV’s and is just an awful site to upload highquality video to. Anyway, back to the odwalla and blankie, much love ❤
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Alright, I have some chicken stock with veggies and tons of shittake mushrooms and a giant thing of OJ. I almost never get stuffy nose sick, and if it does, I usually can kill it in the first day or so with my little Vitamin C and mushroom soup mix, but I feel awful right now, just about to head to work, I’m probably going to be sent home which is not good. I worked a full shift once with a recently broken and unmended wrist at one of my previous jobs, I’ll do just about anything in the world to keep this job. One of the people I work with just came back from being sick and I was in relatively close proximity with her for about 2 hours on monday, and now I’m sick. This is the first time I’ve gotten anything since starting hormones, and I feel really just awful right now. I have the next couple days off so I should be back and posting in top form by the weekend, send me some love this way and any awesome cold remedies you have, I’ve never been really into cold medicine, but I think I need some dayquil today, which always makes me feel worse but makes me look less sick.

I don’t know why I thought this would be cathartic… more stuff soon…y’know, not for a moment do I doubt taking hormones or anything like that through all this bullshit, but this morning I really just didn’t want to take them, I will take them, but I guess it just proves how much stress effects my decision making, ugh…

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Sexy Hot Raw Diaper Videos

Hey there friends! As promised, here’s my video review of the ABUniverse Cushies diapers. I’m starting to post my videos on DprTube.com so I can include the naughtier bits without getting flagged down. The video’s still tame, but hopefully it will attract more youtubers to check out whats happening on some of the AB/DL owned sites, ideally building a better community without unwanted exposure. I originally uploaded to youtube because they had the least strict size standards so I could upload DV AVI, but now with .flv being accepted everywhere I have more freedom. Granted, DPRtube isn’t as fully functional as youtube, I can’t keep it from auto-starting or change the thumbnail image, which are very annoying ticks, but features that will surely be added as time and tech progresses. With sites like DPRtube upping their limits and staying more consistant i.e. not charging for premium access and not shutting down all the time, I can link to a community site as opposed to the juggernaut youtube…and by the way, please Subscribe to my youtube! Check here for the original versions of all my videos and keep in mind some of my youtube videos may be edited for content, like Beverly Hills Cop on a sunday afternoon.

I’ve been a busy girl with work and I’m loving life, happy, diapered and very soggy at the moment… I put on my last Cushie just as I got home today and I feel very comfy, powdery and soft 🙂

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