Good morning Internet! It’s a lovely, overcast Tuesday morning here in the Bronx, it probably won’t be by the time I’m done with this post, I’m probably going to write for a while, I have a whole morning free ❤ I’m feeling good, had a good day at the DMV changing my stuff yesterday, got my SRS letter from my doctor, I’m happy and healthy, alive, I hope you are too! *no offense to my zombie readers
Now that you’re here, let’s have a little chat, shall we? Nothing serious, just some thoughts… then pics 🙂
I know I need to post more, if you’ve been following this blog for a while now you know there’s an ebb and flow to my posting over the years, long silences etc. I need to push myself during the times when I lack motivation or have conflicting feelings, if I just don’t feel like writing or if I judge my writing too harshly. I’ve been kinda lazy, posting on Twitter instead of taking the time to really construct my thoughts and feelings into an actual post. It’s so easy to do the little single-serving updates, nice to get the little bits of attention, but it’s not the same as actually writing something or making a video. I can’t deny the catharsis that this little corner of the Internet provides me, how I can reflect off the views of my friends and followers and share my thoughts, insecurities, successes and failures. This blog has quite literally kept me alive over the last few years, it’s kept me motivated, it’s blessed me with meeting some really great people and continues to be a necessary creative outlet.
One of the most common e-mails I’ve been getting lately I’ve been getting E-mails wishing that I should post more, and I will. The negative influences have kinda moved on so I’m not dealing with compromised accounts or flagging as I was immediately after the show came out. I’m not as paranoid about what I post about, I can be a little more transparent, open. The e-mails and attention got a bit overwhelming at a point and instead of hating it, I just backed away for a hot second… I have such lovely things to show you since we last spoke 🙂 I think i’ve spent enough time reiterating all of this, lets move on to the reason why we’re all here… cute diaper pics 🙂
Lately I’ve been all over the place, exploring the city, networking, filming, organizing with others, experiencing a ton of stuff, and I’ve been crinkly most of the time. I’ve been tweeting about some of my diapered adventures on my @RileyBBQ account. I know me reliving my old twitter posts sounds really exciting, but it’ll be fun, lets step into the wayback machine and I’ll share some pics and contexts 🙂
goodbye for now crib, NYC here I come 🙂