“Messing just happens to little diaper girls” is a cute little phrase that i’ve heard from daddy figures in the past… Accidents are unavoidable now and then, or their not, totally up to you and your kinks. I like it now and then, I’m a pretty open-minded girl and can deal with the less pleasant side of things if it means a really kinky, intimate scene. Theres something wonderful about the feeling, this is something that most folks wouldn’t understand, but I (we?) do. Recently there was an article about a google worker whom had to filt through the more graphic parts of the internet, and diaper porn was among that list. Messy diaper porn is pretty graphic, i’ve done some pretty erotic messy diaper scenes, its totally not for anyone but those whom enjoy it, a part of my kink that I rarely share with the masses. It’s fine to be squicked (kink word for grossed/weirded out by something in the community) by messing, but lets try our best to be friendly towards people with similar but more intense kinks. The more fractured the community gets the more we continue that cycle of shame. If someone asks if you get messy, be honest or private or whatever works, just don’t hate. Looking down on folks with unique kinks that don’t hurt anyone is what the lesser members of society do to us, lets not do it to our own.
I mess, but messing can be a bit of a slippery slope, you finding yourself wanting to do it more and more… be a little enema slave… I am pretty ::blushes:: small, some would say tight, in my bottom region so enemas etc are a good way to enjoy anal play without tearing myself a new one… Plugs are wonderful, theres all sorts of tips and inflatable plugs, most of my more devious fantasies involve hardcore medical play such as this, catheters, diaper bondage, locking plastic panties… this is what happens when I write a post sitting on my washing machine, I get terribly excited thinking about these things 🙂 Much of the darker stuff, lies merely in fantasy, but I still love writing, thinking, imagining it, maybe someday.
I have much more experience with partners as a domme than I have as a sub, more experience with myself than with anyone. I look forward to someday having some really kinky, really wonderful experiences in my life, I hope that you come along for the journey. These photos I took before a recent photoshoot, I generally do an enema if i’m going to be playing with dildos and stuff for a shoot, I want a clean bottom! I gave myself a nice little disposable enema and held it in, sitting on Bear on my bed until I just can’t hold it anymore, squirming… anywaaay, I had to take some pictures after the whole ordeal because I was feeling so cute. I knew if the toppost was a picture of me in messy diapers, i’d want to post sooner than later 😛
Messing is a complicated issue, and I’ll stick with my “we don’t really talk about that” answer if every confronted… I’m still a good girl, I just can be a little bad sometimes! I hope you’ve enjoyed this diapered journey into a bit of a touchy subject, however messy the topic may be, it always tends to end with a nice cleansing shower. To all the big or little friends out there, dry, wet or even those those of you wearing grown-up undies (boo!), thanks for reading, stay unique and i’ll staydiapered~!