those plastic pants are def. not for big girls πŸ˜›

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Hey friends! This is a little post, just a selection of crinkly/cute photos over the last week or so. Very few of these are “good” pictures, but they are more spontaneous and show the real me, just a snuggly little diaper girl πŸ™‚

The two below are a bit of a before/after, a friend put me into pretty thick nappies and white institutional plastic pants (left) because i’m such a wetter… maybe a week later, I get cocky, think I can goto bed with just a pullup… I wet, soak my sleeper, get all upset and try to adjust myself so i won’t leak, ultimately making the diaper over flow more… I abandon all hope, start sucking my thumb and just let nature take it’s course. It wouldn’t be the first time i’ve taken the wet sheets walk-of-shame.

Two playful mirror pics… this is one of my oldest/favorite dresses, from a Wal-Mart in Western Mass, it still fits and I love running around the house in just my flirty little school dress, loudly crinkling up the stairs, maybe even letting a daddy reach under the skirt to check if i’m wet or dry πŸ™‚ I really need a daddy to help me brush my hair, it’s all messy πŸ˜› Mommy’s are good at that too~

Β A little last one, all snuggled up, cleavage looking good, feeling happy… Not just optimism, but actually excited about life, about my body, about where those things are taking me. More thoughts soon lovers~ StayDiapered!

1st & 3rd

This is a pretty darn cute of plastic pants, right? I think they’re really little-looking, i like them πŸ™‚ Summer is coming up so no more thick plastic anything outside! I guess that means i’ll be in my pullups more often…
That’s ok, I’m fine with pullups. But these big girl ones won’t do, I need the ones with the cartoons on them! I have some goodnites left, though i’m trying to save my tinkerbells for special occasions, like my wedding night or something πŸ˜› I think it would be fun to have a traditional marriage for friends/family, and something more intimate for myself and the lucky bachelor. I like the idea of spending the night on the beach, maybe in silence, meditating and making love, watching the sun rise and set together. I’m not a huge fan of traditional weddings, but I do like the idea of wearing a big, poofy wedding dress, garters, stockings, and a thick white diaper with lots of stuffers. Waddling down the aisle, this thought makes me smile really big πŸ™‚

To your left you can clearly see a young lady in boring, unreliable, scratchy generic “protective underwear”. She seems skeptical that they will meet her needs, and though they aren’t super absorbent, they managed not to leak when the inevitable accident happened, but an immediate change (or de-sogging) was needed. Riley knows not to tempt the fates, so it was time to put on something thicker and safer, as she was a notoriously heavy wetter. It was getting towards the end of the night and Riley had finished a big glass of water without even thinking about her poor sheets.

Riley searched all over her room for something to get all taped up in, and she found a random diaper and one for bear too. She snuggled up and listened to the sounds of the trees outside and the crinkles under the covers. When Riley woke up she kissed bear right on the nose, got into her chair and snapped a picture. She thought it was cute so she made a post about it!
Thanks for reading, I’m obviously a mess of romantic, cuddly, longing emotions right now. I’ll go take a cold shower, maybe put myself back into my chastity thingy, and try to think about something other than daddy hands touching me and daddy arms holding me.
More stuff tomorrow~!

P.S.
Β Here’s a .gif I made from an episode of Futurama,Β  “How I’m feeling about my breasts”Β 

of trying

In the last 2 weeks, nearly every morning i’ve sat down in front of my computer, put my fingers on the home keys and stared silently at an empty page. Should I talk about my everyday life, or should I write about how nice it is to be sitting in a wet nappy? Will it be a little sad story about being a lonely baby girl, or maybe something giggly about SheZow or analytical like a link to The Big Little Podcast? I have a bunch of older ideas that never really came to fruition that I’d love to do, but haven’t really had the time or headspace for them ~~~ I am feeling really positive and cuddly though, clear headed and back in my nappies πŸ™‚

I’m going to shave my pubic hair today! That’s something to write about! My apartment is really clean, I thought I was moving out in August but i’ll be staying longer, had a few attractive job propositions, starting to get in to the LA vibe after all. How awesome would it be if I saved up for insurance and got SRS by the end of next year? It’s actually starting to sound like a possibility, which makes me really happy and bounce up and down all happy πŸ˜› When I bounce little poofs of powder come out of the sides of my nappies, and my wetness becomes even more apparent.

Okays internet, I’m going to start my fabulous wednesday off right with a granola bar and a big glass of water πŸ™‚ Thanks for reading and more stuffs soon, i’m off to change πŸ˜›Β 

not for lack

Hey friends! I’ve got some new things to tell you about and some old things to update you on! Lets start with the Aesthetics I love, love love the new look of my site, I hope you do too! A friendly Capcon friend (user D_Sailor on Fetlife) did an awesome job sprucing up the place. We’ve added links to my social media and Clips4Sale, made a cute new banner and have other plans for it in the future. Trying to get my site out of the 2000’s and into modern capabilities, look forward to more neat stuff as the blog grows,

I have been summer job hunting, which means new haircute, new business woman outfits, and a new positive outlook. It can be scary to get a job as a transwoman, but it’s also scary to walk down the street or pour out your heart on the Internet, and i do that all the time. For privacy’s sake, I probably won’t tell you what I’ll do or where I’m doing it, but if all of a sudden I start being productive and focused and complaining less about money, then that might be a good sign I got a job πŸ˜›

Β Now on to more devious things… I got a new chastity belt! It’s pink and silicone and was a gift from a friend. I made a little unboxing video but it’s not edited yet :0 I’ve been so busy I haven’t had a chance to play with it yet but I will soon, I’m sure I am on my way right now to Global Reddit Meet-Up day to see what that’s all about, then I’m off to an Adult Baby munch, exciting day, lots of positive socializing! I’m still going to this stuff all by myself, and being new here it’s kinda hard to make friends but I’m going out and dressing cute and being me, can’t wait to see what comes of it! I hope it’s good stuff.

So more stuff soon, keep an eye on my twitters for new posts and look forward to a chastity video soon… Fun!

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Β I like it when someone holds my hand.
It’s reassuring, a sign of attention and care between two people. My hands are little and soft and fit really well into the hands of a daddy.Β 
I wanted to build a big metaphor about hand holding and taking charge of my life, but i’d rather just tell you that your little Riley had a great week πŸ™‚ Things are going in the right direction, rolling uphill like some mystery spot madness. I’ve been shy to enact positive change, but I managed to pull myself up and start make some good decisions that will lead to. I want to just hug and snuggle and thank those who’ve held my hands in the tougher times. I am optimistic!Β 
Cuddly sunshine is what i’m dishing up here in the Kilo Kitchen. I wanted to share some cute cute pictures of a Hello Kitty onesie I found in the clearance aisle at Target. It came with cute little shorts… these pics are of one of the larges, but I found an X-Large one as well πŸ™‚Β 

Hugs everyone! I have a neat new toy on the way as well, and some other new pics to share πŸ˜›
Hope your summer is starting out right! Mew mew and more stuff soon!