Unlike twitterpated’s in the past, I won’t be sharing my actual twitter posts with you so many of these photos are brand new! It’s been a strange, busy couple months since the holidays started and I wanted to recap with some pics and thoughts from these last few chilly months 🙂
This first pic was shortly after applying for my place in Denver (which was denied) and I was finishing up the treatment etc. for the hand I injured at my workplace. It was a tough time, but I wasn’t faltered by “life stuff” getting in the way.
I dressed up all cute, put on some tights and shorts and a shirt I had left over from my time as a server. I went on a date with a guy that wasn’t very good (read: horrible). I was stressed about money, about my living situation, about my health and about my path. I was pretty lost.
My big leather jacket couldn’t even make me feel safe. So I did something I’ve done before, I hid. I hate hiding, I start to internalize and internalize until it feels like I’m the house from Poltergeist, scaring myself until I finally implode. It’s not good, it’s not healthy, it’s a knee-jerk reaction to the harshness of the world.