What a day for a wetter

I promised to share some new new new stuff so here’s a post full of fun and adventure from yesterday!

It was a busy Saturday for this little girl, I had to get up really early and head off to my dayjob, wanted to be extra protected so I put on some NorthshoreCare AirSupreme Mediums, which are a little big on me and very bulky/poofy.

I had a waddle day at work and was invited to goto a show with a friend, so I came home and changed, I was a little soggy by the end of the day, but of course no one at work noticed. Quality diapers and the right clothes on top make my diapers completely invisible, save for maybe having a slightly larger butt than reality.

After a quick clothes-off hose-off and a fresh diaper, I was ready to go. I have been expirementing with make-up lately, I have mixed feelings about cosmetics in general, but it can be fun and I’d love to someday be good at it. I tried some purple lipstick which I thought would match my purple tights and buttons, but with my pale skin it more made me look like I had Pnuemonia. I’m getting laser again soon so hopefully I won’t have to do too much cover-up soon, the woes of being a transgirl.

I went out, I listened to some music and had an accident or two. I haven’t danced in so long, and it was fun to get out on the floor again. Didn’t worry about anything, knew I was diapered and safe and around friends. It’s a good feeling. Diapers really do give me confidence.

The sun started to go down and my BetterDrys started to sag. This was my first time trying them and plan to do a full video review once I do more “research”. They are defintely crinkly and absorbent, really poofy too. I have thoughts about the materials and gathers, but I don’t want to criticize it until I go through a few more. I must say that they get very warm and soggy when they’re wet, reminds me of Attends Briefs but obv. bigger and made much better.

I made my way home to my little nursery and took some very little subby pics, I get so cuddly when i’m wet and tired. I do wish these would show how wet I am more, the wetness indicator fades quickly. I still prefer plain white diapers to any sort of cute colors, at least in the absorbent part. The Original Bambinos were great for that, big and white but with a loud baby-ish tape landing strip. Abena and Tranquility are pros when it comes to the wetness indicators that scream “SHES WET”.

I was just soooo cuddly here 🙂

It was really great to have a long diapered day. I have been really getting back into the routine of it all, still worried a little about rashes and chafing (I slept naked last night just to air out, though I still slept on a bed-pad) but i’ll get re-aquainted again. It’s not like I stopped wearing completely for a while, I would just only wear on occasion. Wearing every day like I have this week is a whole different story. I think a post about my 24/7 experiences in the past would be interesting, I’ll have to look back on some old posts to refresh myself.

Thanks for reading and look forward to a new video next post! Big crinkly hugs, it’s great to be back posting 🙂

New Phloam

Hey Hey! I’ve stepped my selfie game up! I recently got a fancy new phone (Galaxy Note 10) and I’m super excited about the jump in quality my pics will have. It’s still madness to me that some of the best consumer level cameras come attached to phones. I’d love to get a nice DSLR and speedlight flash, all I have now are cheapo Limostudio lights for video, but it’s good for now. Actually, I’ll let you be the judge of that with the little expiremental set of photos I took with the new camera, hope you like them! Just me in my goodnites 🙂

Had a super busy bear day of house repairs and stuff, ordered a bunch of good diaper creams and other preventative messures, i’ll be talking about preventing diaper rash etc as I get back into the routine of constant wear. Was just in my pull-ups today, but back in thick diapers for bed 🙂

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The last few years

Long post ahead, I’d like to explain what’s been going on with me so we can move on to the fun stuff. Here’s what’s going on in my life, the good and the bad.

1.) I live in Pennsylvania! I have been living here for a little over 3 years. I live with a dear friend who is as kind and supportive of a partner as a little girl can have. I am not looking to date anyone or for a serious romantic relationship, moreso because I’m just not ready or looking for that sort of thing. I am open to new friends and playmates, but am taking everything very slowly. I need some time to work on myself before I bring others into this mess.

2.) I’m not currently medically transitioning (hormones etc.). Still living and loving as myself, she/her pronouns and dresses and everything. I plan to start again when it is the right time to start again. I know I’m being vague here, but it’s a personal issue that I’m sensitive about talking about for now, I haven’t found the words yet.

3.) I spent a good portion of these last few years working a normal job and being a depressed alcoholic. I kinda lost my motivation in life after a few people close to me passed away among other life events, though that’s a drastic oversimplification, depression is something that I always have and always will be challenged by. In the last 6 months I’ve pulled myself together into a functioning human being again, especially with the aid of not drinking anymore. My 6 month landmark was just yesterday actually.

4.) The bears are as cute and snuggly as ever. There’s also a new panda and ostrich and a couple stuffies added to the mix.

5.) After a long hiatus, I’ve gotten back into wearing diapers everyday. I didn’t ever stop wearing or purge my stuff, I just rarely was in the mood. I’ve been wearing to bed everynight, which is a start on the path to becoming 24/7 again. I’ve missed being a diaper girl, missed the constant comfort of my diapers.

6.) I’m clear with my cancer worries and have regular colon checks, and no, not the fun kind of “colon checks”.

7.) I have a fairly big piece of media coming out later this month. It’s been 13 years so far for this blog, I want to keep being a friendly internet diaper girl until my days are done. It’ll take some work to get the trust of a community back, as I have disappeared for a little while in the past.

8.) Sobriety is relative and don’t call myself “sober”, I just don’t mess around with alcohol anymore. I don’t look down on anyone for drinking and can be around alcohol just fine without imbibing, though I’ve always preferred the company of stoners to drinkers 🙂 There was no drastic emergency or diagnosis or born-again moment, it was just time for me to stop. I fully believe if I hadn’t quit when I did, I wouldn’t have made it to now. Glad to be alive and to know what I escaped as to not go back.

9.) Now that it’s been 6 months, I’m putting talk of my sordid past on the shelf for now. I don’t want to lose sight of my mistakes, but I’d rather not dwell on them. So many exciting things happening now, best to focus on the present and look towards the future.

10.) And finally, most importantly, I need to express how much the support of fthe community has helped me. We’ve been on a long road together (and meeting cool new people all the time!) and I’m eternally grateful for all the messages of support, encouragement and compassion. I couldn’t wish for a better group of people looking out for me. Thank you with all my heart ❤

So that’s what’s up! Thanks for reading, I’ll finish this post with my most recent photo, taken this morning, took a break to snuggle the bear while writing this post. You have before you a very healthy happy diaper girl 🙂 Hugs and love, more stuff tomorrow!

The Last Catch-Up

Hey there friends! If you haven’t been keeping an eye on my Twitter I’ve been posting tons of cute pics! I have been neglecting this site because I’ve been catching up with older pics, so I’ve decided to expedite filling in the gaps so I can start posting all the wonderful stuff I have going on at this very moment.

So here’s a bunch of cute pics from last year that I haven’t posted yet. I still have some older adventures to share like my Disneyland trip earlier this year but my next post (coming out tomorrow) will be about what’s happening with me right now, and it’s all good stuff!

Hope you like the pics, I am not sure of the context of any of these but that hardly matters when it’s just fun, cute crinkly times 🙂 I’m such a little wetter! More stuff very soon! Hugs and love!