Diaper University: Plastic Pants 101

Welcome Class! Ms. Riley is here to talk about Plastic Pants! Do settle down, I don’t want to put anyone over my knee!

I’ll be doing a video about Cloth Diapers soon that should fill in some gaps, as well as a Plastic Pants 201 video about different stores/brands. I’ve had a few pants recommended like these Softies and these Suprimas, and it seems Vinyl is more common than I thought. I mostly saw Vinyl in Medical Supply Shops, I have a pair that I like and please don’t be afraid to try them!

These will be an ongoing series as I get feedback and learn more, I’m trying my best to post fun, informational videos and hope I don’t stumble too much on the facts. I once read the best way to get information online is not by asking for it, but by stating the wrong answer and waiting for someone to correct you. Needless to say, i’m learning a ton from the comments, and pardon if I make a mistake!

Thanks for watching and more stuff soon ❀ Have a safe NYE, do something mischievous, don’t listen to these guys. Me and the bears will be cuddling at home, tomorrow’s post will feature a Glamour Magazine article I was quoted in talking about that, starting 2020 with a bang πŸ™‚

Class adjourned, just line up at the door for your diaper checks, soiled students will be changed before recess in front of the class… I see you in the back trying to hide, I think you’ll be first…

“24/7” scribbled on a wall

I’m about to tell you everything about my diaper feelings. Like a shipwrecked, starving sailor I want to carve my thoughts on a stone wall just so people will know that on December 28th 2019, this is what Riley Kilo thought about diapers and peeing her pants. I just woke up in my very wet Abena M4 and i’m ready to chat about diapers πŸ™‚

So, lately I’ve been wearing to bed most every night and that’s been a wonderful thing. I have been 24/7 in the past but I’m pretty practical about it all. Even when 24/7 I use the big girl potty fairly often, especially to avoid messing my diapers. Right before bed if I’m in my diapers but need to use the potty to pee I usually will. I’m a sneaky babby, but I feel you have to pragmatic with these sorts of things when you do them so often, if only for skin health. I have some thoughts about finding the reality in your fantasies that I’ll share in the next post (if I ever get off this island) but today i’ll stay on topic.

I’ll stop daydreaming about bondage swings and locking plastic pants and get back to the point. I think in my head there’s a significant difference between wearing something that really protects and wearing “diaper panties” or unreliable diapers. When I go out there’s 3 ways…

“I’m wearing diapers because I plan to be a diaper wetting girl today and need something 100% protective”

“I’m wearing diapers but don’t plan on using them, I just want to wear diapers for comfort”

“I’m wearing panties (or no undies) because [insert excuse here]”

The times I don’t wear are usually if i’m going to do a great deal of walking, it’s too hot or because I’m just not feeling it, which is a tricky issue in the discussion ahead. While I have been happy with my diaper habits lately, I’d love to get more into consistent daily wearing and get back into a near 24/7 lifestyle, to get back to always having my diapers and wipes and everything a babygirl needs in my diaper bag, to always wear some sort of absorbent protection. If it’s reasonable from a financial and physical standpoint, I should remain in diapers indefinitely.

I know this is a loaded question, but why 24/7? This is something I ask myself often, and I think it comes down to setting standards for yourself. We all want some form of control over our own lives and we take that control in our own various ways. For me, setting the standard of “being a diaper girl” is a way for me to be a more self-realized person, to form a task and bring it to completion. It’s like getting a gold star for working out every morning or for not having alcohol for 271 days, it’s a happy rule to make and follow, one that makes me a better, happier person. Self Care is important! Even when I’m just “not feeling it”, I know I’ll be happier in the end if I take the time to get in my diapers.

I’ve been loving my comfy bedtime diapers and wearing occasionally during the day, but I think I’m ready to be 100% protected. With a few exceptions of course, mainly during fitness stuff, getting on planes or when i’m at home just airing out. But after my workout or after security I can put one back on.

Messing diapers is not a priority or big thing for me, I mostly expect to be wetting but I want to allow myself to use my diapers that way and not worry too much if it happens and i’m home safe etc. While messing isn’t something I do often, routine enemas that involve diapers are something I anticipate. I give myself enemas regularly for camming but I predict making a point to use my diapers after one is going to be common. I’m not really even thinking about “diaper training” or “un-potty training”, more just focusing on wearing day to day, not on how I’ll be a year from now. (Note: I just bought a new enema bag and bulb online while procrastinating. )

To really consider wearing 24/7, a few things are required to future proof my diaper wearing.

~ Diapers – I have tons of diapers of course, but they’re mostly random generics or ones that I’ve bought to review, I would say out of the maybe 300 diapers I have here, I only have about 30 “real” diapers that I would trust for a day out or for bedwetting. I need to stock up on more staples if i’m going to be wearing all the time. I shouldn’t ever be wearing something that leaks, unless i’m trying to be cute and romping around the house or something.

I think for 24/7 daytime protection, the Northshore Supreme or Supreme Lite, or a diaper in that category, like the Abena S4s, a mid-range diaper that fits me properly, something I won’t feel bad if I have to change and it’s not at capacity. Those Abena Pull-ups are great, I need to try the Northshore ones as well. I’m on a quest to find a couple products that fit me just right so I can always have the right diaper in the right situation.

~ Skin Care – This has always been my biggest barrier of entry when it comes to diapers. I have super-sensitive skin, and no regiment ever seemed to prevent rashes from extended wearing. With that said, I haven’t had a rash in a long time and I’m confident that with the right crinkles, care and creams, my skin can be safe from harm. I’ve been using Bourdauxs Butt Paste and making sure to not spend too much time in a soiled diaper, no matter how cute I look when I’m all wet and snuggly πŸ™‚

~ Clothes – This is where I really excel, I have loooots of outfits, though probably 70% of my wardrobe are “Costumes” and the rest is everyday stuff, though even my everyday clothes are pretty cute. So I need to find clothes that I can wear to balance out, and find more everyday stuff that work well with diapers. I also need to figure out the best outfits for all the seasons now that I live somewhere with actual seasons.

For Winter I have a bad habit of just sticking with big coats and jeans/overalls, but sometimes you do need to dress that warm to weather storms. Overalls are really great with diapers, I just need some cuter ones that aren’t so baggy and unflattering. I also need more warm tights so I can wear dresses, I love the warm tights, poofy dress and big warm coat look. I also reaallly like Snowsuits especially with diapers, but it’s hard to find cute and affordable ones in my size.

For Summer, I can wear mostly cloth covered diapers and breathable dresses. I wear tights under my skirts/dresses anyway, but i’m getting more comfortable going bare -legged. I remember a time getting my skirt blown up crossing the street, where a crowded intersection in LA got a look of my big white diaper, someone even honked. I also think tights are cute in general, and it helps complete my thrifty/vintage cuddlecore look. So dresses, tights, lots of creme and powders and breathable diapers! I shouldn’t let the heat miser stop me from enjoying my diapers!

So with these powers combined I think 24/7 could be in my near future, especially since my very physical/social jobs dynamic has changed and i’m focusing more on internet stuff, camming etc. I’ll be more free in my clothing choices and have more little time etc. I plan to spend the next few winter months very soggy and very prolific, a creative little diaper girl.

Thanks so much for reading, When life is going good you should be thankful for what you’ve got, and i’ll take this opportunity, this good health and safe environment to focus on the positive things that make me truly happy. More stuff soon, including a upcoming post detailing some of my most thought about fantasies πŸ™‚ Big hugs and StayDiapered!

(the first one was last night, and the others are from this morning)

Holiday #DiaperCheck

New video! Just wanted to send some holiday hugs and give a little life update, there’s some personal stuff in here that I had some trouble finding the right words for. I’d love to get back to trans-vlogging again, I just need to take some time to get comfortable about opening up about these things again. Plus actually start taking hormones again, which I will be again soon!

For more on my last few years, check out this post.

For more about my views on gender, check out this post.

Sharing really big hugs, hope your holidays are warm and full of stuffies!

Miss Green Crinkles

Hi there! I got some new diapers in!

I have been loving the Northshore Supreme and Northshore Megamax, so I thought I’d try these Supreme Lights. I have mixed feelings about colorful diapers, I do like cute looking designs especially like the BunnyHopps, but most diaper designs don’t really do it for me. It’s not an issue with the actual designs themselves, I just like plain white diapers so much! I like diapers that actually show off the wetness, a big poofy white diaper with an obvious wetness indicator, like the Abenas, are the best.

So I was cautious about these, I wasn’t sure if the overall color would have that effect. But as soon as I got them into my hands I realized that color isn’t the thing I should have been worried about. They’re made of this material that I can only describe as “newspaper-esq”, and are ridiculously loud. It’s not awful, they just feel weird kinda. When you’re wet they get really warm and almost feel wet to the touch on the outside.

That said, I do like them and I look forward to testing out the other 2 samples and doing a review eventually. Hope you like the pics, I’m writing this just before bed, i’m in an Abena now, no leaks tonight!

More stuff soon πŸ™‚ Goodnite!

Always Discreet Video Review!

Hi there friends, I have a new highly requested video, covering the Always Discreet Maximum/Overnight Maximum Pull-ups!

A couple notes ~

Both diapers have absorbent gel in them, but the Maximum (green package) is mostly made of a cellulose material e.g. cotton absorbent core, where the Overnight Maximum (purple package) has much more gel and swells up much more like a baby diaper.

I have personally never tried the Attends Premiere, but they look much more like the higher-end Pull Ups.

As I’ve said before, if i’m affiliated/sponsored by anyone I will make it known. I have successfully ordered things from Wearever, but BigTots and Haband I can’t speak for.

I wish I would have shown off my tummy more, I always try to show how high up the diaper goes. It’s been freezing lately!

I have some more fun video ideas soon, will be covering the Northshore MegaMax, CVS/Rite Aid’s Generic Briefs, Cloth Diapers and other pressing AB/DL issues. Pardon the lack of video last week, I’m feeling much better and am excited to make some more fun crinkly videos!

Thanks for watching and more stuff soon!

Today’s Song – The entire Metal Gear Solid PS1 Soundtrack, for obvious reasons.

PupDate

This post isn’t about pups or anything like that, I just thought Pupdate sounded cute πŸ˜› Going to post a few pics and a few thoughts, mostly about adult industry stuff, so CW for that.

I’ve been hurtin’ the last couple weeks, I got a really bad sore throat and since then I’ve just been kinda lethargic and miserable but regardless, good things are happening in life. I always have trouble acclimating to this freezy winter weather plus I had laser the other day so I’m kinda hiding from people and the sun, basking in my natural hermitude (hermitage?). During this time I’m focusing on getting my camming/adult content going, the following paragraphs expand on my plans, I’m mostly just going over it in my own head so this may be of interest only to other content creators.

I’ve got a 3 stage plan, basically setting StayDiapered up, then StayKinky, then managing both consistently. I need to build up these sites so I have the platform to distribute content and the organization to deal with possible de-platforming. I’ve lost accounts on YT and Insta multiple times, as well as sites shutting down (iFriends) or restricting content (tumblr), so I’ve learned to be mobile and flexible. You’re stuck with me internet, i’ll make my content available flaggers be damned.

My StayKinky content has and will be much less ABDL focused, “Sadie Hawkins” lets me control where the clicks lead, I want people googling Riley Kilo to land here not on my more explicit content. Many of my industry friends thought it was a bad idea because it’d lessen the SEO etc of my name, but I did it because it’s the right thing to do for the content i’m trying to make. I’d like to do what I can to legitimize certain aspects of the ABDL community, often through print and media appearances and the porn stuff just confuses things.

Total aside here, but I have a feeling many people in these kink/porn/lifestyle social media circles see it as something they are passing through, seeing it as more of a job not a career. Not everyone’s a lifer, there’s a million valid reasons to walk away (stress, age, fans, privacy, safety) sometimes you just find the stability that a good job would grant you and retire, not criticizing people that drop out for whatever reason. Part of the reason why I took a break, left LA, is I needed to not burn out. I had deep unresolved personal issues, getting into shoots and situations that were not healthy or positive.

I was burning out physically and mentally and facing the dread of every artistic person, compromising my integrity. I am also INCREDIBLY cautious about STIs, and found companies I worked with weren’t as concerned as I was. I’m 100% STI free, no shame if you’re not, I’ve had therapists tell me that my worries lean more towards phobia than the common fears one would have about STI’s. It’s something that has changed my perspective on sex work, and is likely related to my overall trust issues, anxiety about my health and just generally being a wreck in terms of relationships. I’m a good friend and a gentle, caring lover, but could probably use some work in the girlfriend department.

These are complaints about the industry as a whole and I have been reluctant to talk about this flippantly, this stuff is for a book not a random aside, so i’ll leave it at that for now. Also, Wendy Summers has always been good people, none of my criticism of the trans porn industry should be associated with her, she’s golden.

With all that said, I’m finding a comfortable space for myself when it comes to content. I plan on making more naughty Diaper content outside of my YT videos, but there’s significant restrictions put on that when camming/posting to most sites. It also doesn’t grant me the steady income that lingerie and camshows does. I do plan on working with other models once I get filled up with solo content, as well as collabs with other ABDL community members/creators.

These things will take time, and I plan as my sites grow i’ll branch out into publishing a few short stories as well as some long form smut. Even further down the road I’m considering getting my old Transcaping (aka LetsGetSRS) going with some more mainstream YT content, gaming stuff, movie reviews, perspectives on being trans etc. I’ve got some serious creativity pent up in these bones and I’d love to share as much as I can.

I’ve always wanted to make a career of this. I’ve supplemented it with service jobs, sex work and self-owned businesses unrelated to sex, but now I’m really focusing on the long term. Going to school to get some sort of certification, likely in social work. I want to really understand the language and clinical aspects of these things that I so constantly discuss, and a proper education/certification could lend legitimacy to what is ostensibly a life-long study of unique human behavior. Also, as I get older, my caregiver side grows stronger and I always anticipated being a legit pro-mommy someday. I’ve done my share of paid pro-mommy stuff in the past, but never with any real structure and usually more focused on sex acts. Riley’s Wonderland Nursery will be a thing someday, just gotta build up and up.

I have a feeling things are going to be crescent fresh from here on out, I know what i’m doing and where I want to go with all this, I’m flexible and ready for changes, drama, hate mail, I’m tuff and ready! You can’t keep a good diaper girl down, I plan on posting until I’m old and grey and I hope you’ll follow me on this journey ❀

Now for more pics! Just a bunch of morning/night pics, I’ve been wearing to bed almost every night, been such a good girl πŸ™‚ Bears back in diapers too πŸ˜›

Stay warm and Stay Diapered! Big hugs and thanks for reading ❀

Today’s Song – Dinosaur Jr – Start Choppin – The chunkiest guitar, music for walking to work on a cold winter day.

More and More

Here’s some random pics from the last few weeks πŸ™‚ No new video this week, I’ve been having some rough times, nothing too big just seasonal stuff, getting over a cold, dentists, lethargy… I’ll be back on tops soon πŸ™‚ In the meantime, I’ve been posting some videos on Manyvids (StayKinky) and will be sharing all that soon! Being gentle with myself over the holidays is good, so please be patient and good things are coming πŸ™‚

Just come cute pull-up pics and some “real” diaper pics too πŸ™‚

BetterDry Diapers Video Review!

Its new review Tuesday and I’ll be talking all about the BetterDry diapers today!

A few things I wanted to add, first, the plastic can rip on the front if you try to remove the tapes too hastily, I never have this issue because the double tapes allow easy removal and I usually the tapes right the first time. The plastic may rip during removal, but the double tapes make this a non-issue most of the time. Crinklz sells a Small and XL size and I have heard reports of the outside designs of Crinklz rubbing off but have never experienced myself.

Other than that, you’ll find this review to be very ecstatic about this diaper, I was questioning the 5 Bear review at first, but after wearing one today I realize this is truly one of the comfiest, safest, best feeling when wet diapers out there. I need to talk more about things like wet-feel more in videos…

I also plan to talk about the Northshore MegaMax, a diaper that’s a tough contender in terms of quality. Also a ton of requests for the Always Discreet have come in, though I’ll need to go out and find some of those, I’ve had bad luck locally. Perhaps I’ll take it easy and review 2 brands of Generic Briefs… So many diapers!

Top two pics are last night, bottom two are this morning, I was very soggy! Just waddled around all morning in my full diapers and footy sleepers, a very nice way to start the day πŸ™‚

Hope everyone has a lovely warm week and more stuff very soon! Hope you like the video, spread it around and tell your friends!

StayDiapered ❀

Ducks and Diapers

I had a fun day recently πŸ™‚ I was making a little video in the morning and decided to stay in my Depend diapers and go out for a ducky day πŸ™‚

It’s been cold lately so I’ve been bundling up, I told myself this winter I wouldn’t get into the habit of just bundling up, less jeans and more skirts and warm stockings. Warm tights are essential and few things feel comfier than pulling your tights over your diapers, that safe and warm poofy padded bottom feeling. Unfortunately my favorite purple tights have been wearing out lately, need to do some warm tights shopping. I had to pull my tights down in the car just too see how wet I was, but I guess I could have just felt it through the ripped tights. I was very wet πŸ™‚

I hungout with the duckies and came home pretty wet. These are just Depend so I needed to change as soon as I got home, but I couldn’t help taking some upskirts first. I think I changed into a clean one and took a little nap, dreamed about ducks and diapers.

Just a simple day crinkling around town, thanks for reading and I hope you like the pictures! New video review tomorrow of the BetterDry diapers, and more pics and stories and fun soon!