I am actively working on the Virginia video today! Today is the first day I have no real plans, I could lie in bed and pee my pants all day if I wanted to. But I am up at 6:30, listening to the new Built to Spill album (incredible) and writing this. Someone stole my garbage cans yesterday (??!!?!) and I have to call some urologists about my Orchi and physical therapists about my back, catching up like mad after a few weeks of non-stop travel. All the travel pics are edited and video is started, but first will be my “Trans Breast Growth Journal” which should be going up on my Trans Youtube today.
New Built to Spill album is incredible.
Ok, enough distraction, lets get to the gorgeous diaper pics!!! These are from the first night and first morning in Shenandoah ❤ I was reading about a video game having a 5 year content plan, and I’d like to introduce you to my 20 year content plan.
Basically just more of this 🙂 I have been putting too much effort into my content (read: over-editing and over-thinking) and not posting enough on here. I plan to do more travelogue and quick reviews. Also, this Kat thing will be my last “ABDL Accountability” for a little while outside of an upcoming “Mommy Scams Video”. Take a break from the drama, I’m exhausted and need to elevate from the sewers. I need to focus on what I do best, make inspiring, smiley content. I think put out too much negative media, I’m really a smiley happy girl most of the time but I don’t think my blog reflects that, I guess I use you folks as a dumping ground for my woes. I need to get the ratio back to more smiles and less pouts. I hope this is a good start!
On the new Built to Spill album there’s a song called “Never Alright” followed by a song called “Alright”. And right now, i’m Super Alright.
This trip made me realize how beautiful I am. I say that with every humble and self-effacing urge pulling back at me but I really am gosh-darn beautiful, and still. Aging has been good to me and my brain. The storm and static of youth, I couldn’t see the beautiful girl underneath. She’s budding, making her way out finally. It’s about time, and she’s emerged as bright and colorful as can be.
The plan is to carry on sharing my life, more raw and unfiltered, keeping things smiley with the inevitable bit of sadness here and there. I don’t want to sanitize and you know me, I embrace pain and misery, but I create to create joy, not anxiety or fear. There may be a place in my art and writing for that, but I feel I overindulge. “The Riley Show” needs to be more like Bob Ross and less like Lars Von Trier.
I want to be an example of overcoming fear, that’s my whole story, right? Courage and Confidence, overcoming, going from not alright to alright. Not just falling down and getting back up, but growing wings and flying.
So I can promise a tone shift around here, transcaping.com will be my place for the deep sads. So many people expressed that I “seem much happier” since I left twitter and they’re right, I was such a bummer on there. I have so much warmth to share, and not just in my diapers, let’s keep it smiley and snuggly and just slightly sardonic. Less meta commentary (like this post) and more diaper fun!
Thanks for reading, turning a new page here in a bunch of ways and just so happy to be here 🙂 Also go check out Evie Lupine’s Review of the ABDL VICE video, Evie Lupine is like, *the* kink commentator online. Check them out! More soooon! Thanks for listening and more Virginia trip pics fun and details incoming!
Pink Dress -Soggy Northshore ~~~ Frozen Leotard – Soaked Northshore ~~~ Blue Leotard – Cloth Diapers/Sigzagor Cover