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New Video – “Is AB/DL a Fetish?”

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Hey there! I have a new video out, “Is AB/DL a Fetish?”

I know the keying/greenscreen isn’t perfect and this is like the 3rd version I made of this, others were too rambling or unfocused, this time I tried to sum everything up as concisely as possible. It’s still a bit longer than I’d like, but as I mentioned about my last video, I do plan on expanding on this stuff as time goes on as far as making completely [Revised] editions. I just have some attention coming to my channel very soon and wanted to have some learning tools prepared for when people ask common questions.

I made this to also spark conversations among ourselves and the community. I see this a particular way and try not to impose that on others, but also set some practical guidelines about expressing yourself in public. I imagine this would cause the most backlash as some people are more open about this than others. The standards set here are focused on respect for others, which everyone can agree is important.

So basically, I wanted to frame this in familiar language and the mainstream understanding of kink, using my own experience to help make it relatable, and dispell misconceptions about the more misunderstood elements.

Thanks for watching and feel free to share some ideas on what I could do better or what you’d make more clear, it really helps as I continue to define, rethink and make learning tools for this. Let’s talk!

More stuff soon, thanks for joining me on this journey 🙂

Eeveelution

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Let’s talk about Pokemon, shall we?

I was really really into pokemon until I was about 12 or 13 years old, We’re talking Gen 1, animated series, merchendise, stuffed pokemon from KFC, the golden card pokeballs from Burger King, the trading card game, I was all about it. Vulpix, Growlithe and Psyduck were my favorites, and of course cute little Eevee.

I’ve always seen Eevee as an inspiration because it can grow up to be whatever it wants, If you don’t follow Pokemon Eevee can turn into a fire type or a water type or electric type when it of evolves, and I always found that endearing, because when I evolved I wanted to turn into a girl-type.

But sadly someone did the evolving for me as is often the case with innocent, vulnerable things like Eevee. I was basically peer pressured into not liking Pokemon, mostly by my mom and stepdad, and coming around freshman year it really wasn’t “cool” to like Pokemon. People were doing grow up things like flirting with girls, getting in trouble, smoking behind the bleachers, And I was told I wasn’t gonna get anywhere in life unless I was doing those things, playing Pokemon was for “losers”.

That of course is not the case and Pokemon is as popular now as ever, and if I were to pick it up again I would definitely not be the only person in their thirties playing Pokemon. But more so I think if I would have continued doing the things I like I would have found my authentic life much quicker, would have not spent so much time trying to balance “fitting in” with my own particular quirks and interests that go against what most people find acceptable. I don’t really care what “most people” think, my friends and lovers and people I care about aren’t “most people”. They’re individuals and I love them.

I bought 5 of these same Eevee shirts when F.Y.E. was going out of business, aren’t they cute! I love baseball tees, elbow length-sleeves, purple, but most of all I love Eevee! Whenever I wear this shirt I think about how we can be whatever we want to be, and to make your own way in life.

The last Pokemon game I played was Pokemon Yellow, which cosmically came out 20 years ago (October 19th, 1999), both a strange coincidence but something that also makes me think about time a little too much for my liking. Maybe someday i’ll get a Switch and try Let’s Go Eevee, I also wanted to try the Pokemon Mystery Dungeon series at some point, I love that Final Fantasy Tactics style.

So that’s some thoughts on Eevee, I just picked up Dragon Quest 11 and look forward to playing that, I need a cute snuggle game. I haven’t actually sat down and played a game in what seems like weeks, so I think this week I’ll take some time to battle some slimes.

Hugs, and thanks for reading… and the last picture is rated “S” for Soggy 😛

Can’t Keep Up! Pt. 2

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I went a little crinkle pic crazy this week. I was back in diapers 24/7 for a few days and couldn’t help but keep taking pictures. I really like sharing my dry diapers at night and then the wet diapers in the morning, not from bedwetting (yet) but just from snuggly morning wettings. It helps me feel connected with all the other diaper folks, and makes me take the time to share and make sure I’m in my diapers. I’m using all my internet friends as impromptu caretakers, it takes a village right?

Lots of #DiaperCheck here! I think the 2nd to last is my favorite, love snow jackets and diapers ❤

Big hugs! Don’t forget to check out my recent “What is ABDL?” video on My Youtube Channel! More stories and real posts soon!

Can’t Keep Up!

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I have been posting and posting, but I keep taking more pictures than I can keep up with! I have been working on a more efficient way to post pics on WordPress from my phone, the app makes it hard to post galleries instead of just single pics. I’m figuring it out but in the meantime check out my Twitter at @RileyBBQ and Instagram @StayDiapered, where I have been posting tons of snuggle pics! There’s a little Twitter Widget on the side of the page too that you can click and visit 🙂

As I said, I have been taking tons of pics because I’ve been a little diaper monster the last couple weeks. I feel a little rejuvenated by it, the weather is cooling down so it’s easier to wear, I generally feel good about life and that allows me to enjoy the things I truly enjoy. So in the pursuit of doing some catch-up and getting current, here are my favorite pics over the last few days 🙂

More Random Pics Tomorrow! Getting closed to catch up, but I’m about to snuggle up in bed with another diaper, so they keep coming 😛

Hugs!!! Thanks for looking 😛

New Video!!!

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It’s been far too long hasn’t it! I have a new video up today, just a little channel intro for my Youtube. I have things set-up to work on my “ABDL Defined” video today, should be up in the next day or two. Hope you like the video!

What a day for a wetter

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I promised to share some new new new stuff so here’s a post full of fun and adventure from yesterday!

It was a busy Saturday for this little girl, I had to get up really early and head off to my dayjob, wanted to be extra protected so I put on some NorthshoreCare AirSupreme Mediums, which are a little big on me and very bulky/poofy.

I had a waddle day at work and was invited to goto a show with a friend, so I came home and changed, I was a little soggy by the end of the day, but of course no one at work noticed. Quality diapers and the right clothes on top make my diapers completely invisible, save for maybe having a slightly larger butt than reality.

After a quick clothes-off hose-off and a fresh diaper, I was ready to go. I have been expirementing with make-up lately, I have mixed feelings about cosmetics in general, but it can be fun and I’d love to someday be good at it. I tried some purple lipstick which I thought would match my purple tights and buttons, but with my pale skin it more made me look like I had Pnuemonia. I’m getting laser again soon so hopefully I won’t have to do too much cover-up soon, the woes of being a transgirl.

I went out, I listened to some music and had an accident or two. I haven’t danced in so long, and it was fun to get out on the floor again. Didn’t worry about anything, knew I was diapered and safe and around friends. It’s a good feeling. Diapers really do give me confidence.

The sun started to go down and my BetterDrys started to sag. This was my first time trying them and plan to do a full video review once I do more “research”. They are defintely crinkly and absorbent, really poofy too. I have thoughts about the materials and gathers, but I don’t want to criticize it until I go through a few more. I must say that they get very warm and soggy when they’re wet, reminds me of Attends Briefs but obv. bigger and made much better.

I made my way home to my little nursery and took some very little subby pics, I get so cuddly when i’m wet and tired. I do wish these would show how wet I am more, the wetness indicator fades quickly. I still prefer plain white diapers to any sort of cute colors, at least in the absorbent part. The Original Bambinos were great for that, big and white but with a loud baby-ish tape landing strip. Abena and Tranquility are pros when it comes to the wetness indicators that scream “SHES WET”.

I was just soooo cuddly here 🙂

It was really great to have a long diapered day. I have been really getting back into the routine of it all, still worried a little about rashes and chafing (I slept naked last night just to air out, though I still slept on a bed-pad) but i’ll get re-aquainted again. It’s not like I stopped wearing completely for a while, I would just only wear on occasion. Wearing every day like I have this week is a whole different story. I think a post about my 24/7 experiences in the past would be interesting, I’ll have to look back on some old posts to refresh myself.

Thanks for reading and look forward to a new video next post! Big crinkly hugs, it’s great to be back posting 🙂