Hello friends! I’m taking a moment outside of the Adobe Lightroom to say hello! I have been doing so much “Behind The Scenes” stuff, need to remind myself to actually post, not put it off, prioritize! I was going to call this post “Prioritize!” but that’s aggressive and not representative of my current level of chill.
This Babygirl has been quite Zen this last week or so. I’ve had my fair share of challenges, temptations, moments of stress etc and have persevered. I’m constantly reminding myself that I’m capable of controlling how I react to stimulus. I’ve been staying in control of my environment, not getting “Stuck” doing anything, keeping my agency which is really important for me. Part of the reason why I fear rollercoasters (and maybe relationships), I can’t stand being stuck or controlled.
I think that plays into my love of kink, I really like the idea of being tied up and submitting myself to someone because it’s a huge tribute of trust and faith. I have generally been the tie-er upper, the dominant in my sexual interactions. This is mainly because I’ve yet to meet anyone I can trust enough to bottom for, if there really even is that kind of person for me.
I’m opening up more, and as well as being Zen, i’ve been horny as hell. Just in the general sense, but also in regards to constant diaper excitement, I’ve been one crinkly soggy girl lately. Being pretty balanced about it all, but yeah, there’s been a little diapered-pillow-humping lately, and I’ve dusted off my plugs and toys and everything. Been a busy little organization bee lately, Idle Hands are the devils playthings after all 😛 My idea of a wholesome activity is organizing my dildos and diapers, what a little homemaker.
I’ve been doing alot of Riley work lately, getting my life and career operating like a well-lubed machine, and as this whole virus thing gets figured out, I’ll likely start socializing again. I have been cut-off from the world for a while even before *all this*, missed the last few ABDL cons, haven’t been spending much time in the city, friends spread all over… I knew I wasn’t showing my best side to the world and wanted to cobble my life back together before coming back on the scene (including blogging etc).
So I’m doing what I’m best at, getting up early, listening to Björk (who was in the Sugarcubes, the song posted below) and editing porn. I’m so close to having all my archives edited, I did all the videos and now there’s about 7 photosets (about a thousand Raw photos in total) left. I’ll be doing one of those Daily Photo thingies on my sites, mainly just to keep me honest and posting everyday. I’m setting myself up to not fail, it’s exciting and makes me very hopeful for the future 🙂
Ok, so I’m going to continue being weird (weirder than usual) this week, sorry if you’ve been trying to get ahold of me, I’m still keeping the internet, especially the news, at arms length. Managing my stress levels, makin’ plans, snugglin’ bears, editing pics, life is good!
More and more soon and daily posts here incoming ❤ Today’s 2 pics are random ones I was editing before writing this, one from LA and the other from Alexandria 🙂 Thanks for being patient lately and over the last 14 years (!!!) of this blog 🙂 HUGS!!!!!!
Song of the Day – The SugarCubes – Leash Called Love