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Alright, I needed to get that last post off my little chest, I originally had it prefacing this post, but I’d rather keep this one all light, and all fluffy πŸ™‚ So, I have some pics to share from a recent Festival day!

Sometimes when I want to feel extra comfy and padded I wear one of my many diaper covers over my disposables. It really doesn’t serve a purpose other than looking super-cute and lessening the crinkly sounds and you know I don’t mind the crinkling. I also wore a stuffer, but I did something I have a bad habit of… I put in one of those Tranquility Stuffers, and right as I’m about to walk out the door I stop, reach into my diaper and take it out, afraid that a day of walking with a stuffer will be too uncomfortable.

For this day it was Paris-bought Tena Slip Maxis, diaper cover and tights covered by a cute thrift store find, what seems to be a hand-stitched lacy dress, I live around alot of Amish and crafty people so thrift stores in this area are lit πŸ”₯πŸ”₯πŸ”₯. I’m into cotton and breezy fashions, especially vintage and even victorian style ABDL stuff. You know how they used to make all kids wear dresses in the 1800s, there was no boy/girl clothes, there were just baby clothes? There’s some neat looks that came from that, very “sissy” but not over the top. I do like poofy dresses and stuff, but for walking around in public I prefer the more simple, elegant breakdown of the design. Baby clothes are pragmatic clothes, and what’s more simple than a bleached white sleeveless dress? Good for diaper changes and checks. The clothes should be easy, it’s the diapers and the girl that are the complicated parts.

Speaking of silly things little girls do with their clothes, on the way to the Festival I realized I had my tights on backward. These are vintage tights, they have the lines running up the back and my silly self forgot about them and only realized in the car. So, of course, I have to slip off my shoes, pull up my dress and down my tights, avoid stop signs and tall trucks so no one can spy on my re-arranging. I’m trying not to distract the driver and am feeling kinda silly, but of course I’m taking silly pictures too πŸ˜› Car pictures always come out so cute… must be all the natural light and the air of exhibitionism.

I had a long day, fun day, and came home fairly damp. When I got home and wet it the last time it did leak a little bit, so maybe the stuffer would have been good. I think my next post will be about stuffers…

So a long diaper day with a leaky little end πŸ˜› I hope you like the pictures and this is basically the last set taken with my old phone, I have a new mobile which means new camera and better pics/videos! Here’s one I took the other day when I was romping around in my Goodnites πŸ™‚

Life is exciting and refreshing and positive things lie ahead. Give your stuffies a snuggle and look for more stuff soon πŸ™‚

The Catch-Up Pt. 3

Hey there! Today’s the first day that has actually felt like spring, and I’m doing some spring cleaning! Dusting and cleaning and re-organizing, nice and cathartic.

I logged into Fetlife (StayKinky on there) for the first time in forever, tried to answer a few PMs on there. That site is such a mixed bag, so many fascinating, cool people, and then the worst kind of people feeling they have carte blanche to send the worst kind of messages. It feels very “old internet”, like the ol’ Wetset forums or Myspace.

Speaking of old, here’s some ol’ pics! These are around Feb. 2017, I was settling into PA and started branching out a bit.

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I think this is when I went to see the Warcraft movie. I have a love of going to see movies alone, and it was hard enough to convince anyone to see it with me. I was so excited to see it I had to have an extra fancy diaper on πŸ™‚

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Soggy girl after seeing all those big scary Orcs.

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I received this on Amazon and should really get it out for pics again, its pretty sexy and makes it easy to check wetness indicators πŸ™‚

 

And then some other random ones, I’m a little selfie monster πŸ˜› I also love my stuffies, the Horsey I’ve had soooo long but Eevee and Cake the Bunny are fairly new, they’re all really good snugglers.

Talk soon, and many more random pics coming up, as well as some more current stuff. Thanks for reading!

The Catch-Up Pt. 1

Hey there friends! I’m back in the blogosphere! I’ve been posting on Twitter @RileyBBQ but decided its time to get back to what I love the most, writing my little personal story on my little personal page. This site pointed to Tumblr for a while, but we all know how that turned out so now I’m here on WordPress. They’re more of a hosting service than a social network and they seem to let you spray your creative juices in any way you please. That’s good for me, as my content has been deplatformed from just about everywhere over the years, probably because it’s so GRAPHIC and SEXUAL. Just look at these pics. How dare I.

 

 

 

I am under no illusions about my content breaking TOS some places, though I have been unfairly targeted in the past, especially on Youtube. The more public you get, the more of a target you are, and for a while there I was a huge target. Luckily, my 15 minutes are up for now, it’s nice to find a home where I can post about my life, crinkles and kink and all. Not to say I won’t be back in the spotlight again, but it was important to take a break. More on that later.

 

To clarify, I will be getting back on Youtube, doing the PG versions of various upcoming videos and then posting the more explicit content elsewhere. I have a few review ideas, starting simple and getting back to doing my favorite thing… chattin’ about diapers πŸ˜›

 

As for photos and catching up, I’m starting somewhere around 2016 (with a few jumps back and forth in time) posting some of my favorite random pics over the years. Some of them I’ve posted on twitter, some I’ve been too shy or self-deprecating to post. I hope you like them, and there are many, many more to come. I sure like taking crinkly selfies πŸ˜›

 

 

For some context, I think these were taken in a Vegas hotel, you’ll find that hotel rooms are a reoccurring theme in my photos for reasons I can’t begin to imagine. I was trying out these fancy diapers, I’m sure someone in the comments can refresh me as to their name, If I recall they had a .NL website on them.

 

The 3 pics wayyyy up top are me dressed up cute in my Hello Kitty onesie (Γ  la Target clearance rack) and my shortalls, headed out for a day of fun and adventure. The last bunch of pics are me very soggy after a long day of walking and wetting around probably Vegas, maybe NoHo, it’s all a blur. If I recall, these unnamed nappies were real troopers. I look pretty darn soggy. Some of these new designer diapers put in some serious work.

 

I’m so out of touch about the 100s of new ABDL diaper companies, I look forward to exploring them. I’ve always been a neutral party when it comes to diaper reviews so don’t expect any direct sponsorships, my dream would be to have a video for every major kind from every major company, so crinkly consumers could make an informed decision. But I’m getting ahead of myself, lets keep it to just pics and paragraphs for now.

 

There’s a bit of an elephant in the room about “why” I stopped posting outside Twitter. I’m not sure how to put things into words yet, and I don’t want to make it seem like a big deal… but there are some things we’ll talk about in time, things that may be difficult to talk about. Again, taking it slow, I just want you to know I think about this community, this blog, all of you, all day, everyday, this whole “thing” is incredibly important to me. Not even talking about ABDL, but specifically the outlet for expression this has given me. I have received so many kind letters, donations, and positive thoughts from you all that I remain eternally grateful.

 

To put it into a bumper sticker, Life Happens. I’m feeling healthy and happy, I have a level of stability in my life I’ve never experienced and the creative wells are flowing again. I’ve always said that this community will never get rid of me, we’re stuck together you and I, so lets have some fun with it. Very excited to share more!

More stuff soon! And the little bear says Hello!

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The site is a bit of a mess at the moment, BEAR with me as I work on it.

If you have any accessibility issues on this site, let me know in the comments!

Poppin’ 2: Electric Boogaloo

Hello again! It’s Riley and the topic of the moment is moving to NY, which I did about 5 months ago. It was a perilous cross-country train journey during one of the biggest snowstorms in Western New York history, it was exciting and exhausting and I RK_IMG_0994have it all on video. I won’t be talking about cold buns and delocation today, I’d like to talk about supply, demand and diapers. Of course, more about diapers than anything else.

Simply, there’s a fair share of diapers left here at my Nursery, so i’ve been going through a bunch of brands I otherwise wouldn’t wear. While filming My Strange Addiction, we went to the thrift store and a pharmacy and did bits of me buying diapers, and I got to keep all the diapers. At the thrift store they had a bunch of bags of Depends, and Tena pads, and Goodnites, and they were like 4-5 each, and they said I could get as many as I want. I was super shy at first about them buying me diapers, but they insisted and I ended up with about 50$ worth of various nappies, not counting others we had bought throughout the week+ of filming. This is 50$ worth of diapers at thrift store prices, which ended up being two huge black garbage bags of various packs.

They were kept safe for me here in NY and i’ve pledged to not order or ask for any new ones until I make a dent in these. Long story short, i’ve been a pull-up girl lately…

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I have gone through 2 packs of ATN’s, a pack of Abena S2’s and M4’s, 2 packs of Goodnites, dozens of random baby diapers and pull-ups (like the ones pictured, which I can only guess are CVS brand). I’ve also gone through Bambinos, AwwsoCutes, Northshores… I really need to make some more reviews. I do like the Goodnites Tru-Fit, I’ve been putting Tena Pads in them as well as Pampers and Target brand baby diapers. I’ve been a very good girl this last month or so when it comes to wearing.

RK_Picture 11Tubs and tubs like these, all mixed diapers I plan to use in videos, diapers for special occasions, ones that are too rare or I’m too nostalgic to wear or throw away. I’m not a nappy hoarder by any means, but I do have a little museum of crinkles that are rare/unique and will probably never wear. I’ll be slowly making my way through my collection, making videos, testing and occasionally leaking, with the goal being to eventually stick with two or three brands that I continually wear for day/night/playtime. I really dislike not being protected because your only nappies are too valuable, or worrying about getting the full use out of a diaper. These 3 or 4$ a piece diapers don’t cut it for a girl who wears and likes to change as often as I do.

Anyyyyway, I’m going Golfing today, something I haven’t ever done. I’ll keep you posted as to my likes and dislikes as I progress through my massive crinkle stash~ I’m sure some of you have many more, storage units full of Attends, closets and closets full of dresses and plastic pants, I’d love to see some collections! Feel free to link your photos in the comments.

RK_IMG_0975Thanks for reading, my next post is for your ears and I’m pretty excited about it. And not to worry, even though I have been wearing pull-ups I always end back up in thick pampers like the Northshore Cares above. Feeling good, plenty of diapers and soft moments in my future. Happy thoughts ❀

Riley K,

Today’s Song – Madlib – “Movie Finale”

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I’ve been looking through photos of recent adventures and happened upon these crinkly little memories ~ Basically, I traveling and had gone out in my diapers and unitard and on arrival to my destination I was put in plastic pants for an enema and a nap. This sequence of hotel-room photos tells that story, Riley clothed, Riley disrobed, and finally Riley snuggly and submissive. Submissive little Riley in 9 easy steps.

I hope the format of the photos is working out for you, hope they are easy to access and quick to load. I’d like to post some explicit content, as this series of enema photos goes a bit further that shown here… Any recommendation for good places to post adult content? I’ll likely just use Imgur for pics and gifs, and DPRTube or Pornhub for videos. I’ve lost so much content to flagging over the years and it’d be nice to post stuff with confidence. I still worry about losing another youtube account.

Regardless of all that, here’s some cute nappy pictures, just a topless babygirl with a full diaper ❀

Riley K ~

Today’s Song – Kimya Dawson – “My Rollercoaster”

Red Dress and ATN’s

Hello! This is Riley and today I have some pics and thoughts for you!

I have been thinking about the FAQ page and a potential “Support” page. I sometimes get visitors who are very new to AB/DL stuff and I’d like to direct them to some basic ideas, like understanding.infantilism.org or Scarleteen.net. I’m also making a link list, so if there’s a site, service, blog anything that you’d recommend, I’ll gladly add it. Just comment below or use the Contact page!

These are a bit older photos that I found, I was on a trip and bought a new dress, I couldn’t wait for a nappy change to try it on. I’ve only worn it once since, but I’ll be sure to find myself out in my little red dress here soon now that all the snow has melted. Hope you like the pictures, and I’m in Medium Tranquility ATN’s πŸ™‚

Always thinking ahead, the little girl bought a summer dress in winter ~

Riley K.