Let’s talk about Pokemon, shall we?

I was really really into pokemon until I was about 12 or 13 years old, We’re talking Gen 1, animated series, merchendise, stuffed pokemon from KFC, the golden card pokeballs from Burger King, the trading card game, I was all about it. Vulpix, Growlithe and Psyduck were my favorites, and of course cute little Eevee.

I’ve always seen Eevee as an inspiration because it can grow up to be whatever it wants, If you don’t follow Pokemon Eevee can turn into a fire type or a water type or electric type when it of evolves, and I always found that endearing, because when I evolved I wanted to turn into a girl-type.

But sadly someone did the evolving for me as is often the case with innocent, vulnerable things like Eevee. I was basically peer pressured into not liking Pokemon, mostly by my mom and stepdad, and coming around freshman year it really wasn’t “cool” to like Pokemon. People were doing grow up things like flirting with girls, getting in trouble, smoking behind the bleachers, And I was told I wasn’t gonna get anywhere in life unless I was doing those things, playing Pokemon was for “losers”.

That of course is not the case and Pokemon is as popular now as ever, and if I were to pick it up again I would definitely not be the only person in their thirties playing Pokemon. But more so I think if I would have continued doing the things I like I would have found my authentic life much quicker, would have not spent so much time trying to balance “fitting in” with my own particular quirks and interests that go against what most people find acceptable. I don’t really care what “most people” think, my friends and lovers and people I care about aren’t “most people”. They’re individuals and I love them.

I bought 5 of these same Eevee shirts when F.Y.E. was going out of business, aren’t they cute! I love baseball tees, elbow length-sleeves, purple, but most of all I love Eevee! Whenever I wear this shirt I think about how we can be whatever we want to be, and to make your own way in life.

The last Pokemon game I played was Pokemon Yellow, which cosmically came out 20 years ago (October 19th, 1999), both a strange coincidence but something that also makes me think about time a little too much for my liking. Maybe someday i’ll get a Switch and try Let’s Go Eevee, I also wanted to try the Pokemon Mystery Dungeon series at some point, I love that Final Fantasy Tactics style.

So that’s some thoughts on Eevee, I just picked up Dragon Quest 11 and look forward to playing that, I need a cute snuggle game. I haven’t actually sat down and played a game in what seems like weeks, so I think this week I’ll take some time to battle some slimes.

Hugs, and thanks for reading… and the last picture is rated “S” for Soggy πŸ˜›

Can’t Keep Up! Pt. 2

I went a little crinkle pic crazy this week. I was back in diapers 24/7 for a few days and couldn’t help but keep taking pictures. I really like sharing my dry diapers at night and then the wet diapers in the morning, not from bedwetting (yet) but just from snuggly morning wettings. It helps me feel connected with all the other diaper folks, and makes me take the time to share and make sure I’m in my diapers. I’m using all my internet friends as impromptu caretakers, it takes a village right?

Lots of #DiaperCheck here! I think the 2nd to last is my favorite, love snow jackets and diapers ❀

Big hugs! Don’t forget to check out my recent “What is ABDL?” video on My Youtube Channel! More stories and real posts soon!

Can’t Keep Up!

I have been posting and posting, but I keep taking more pictures than I can keep up with! I have been working on a more efficient way to post pics on WordPress from my phone, the app makes it hard to post galleries instead of just single pics. I’m figuring it out but in the meantime check out my Twitter at @RileyBBQ and Instagram @StayDiapered, where I have been posting tons of snuggle pics! There’s a little Twitter Widget on the side of the page too that you can click and visit πŸ™‚

As I said, I have been taking tons of pics because I’ve been a little diaper monster the last couple weeks. I feel a little rejuvenated by it, the weather is cooling down so it’s easier to wear, I generally feel good about life and that allows me to enjoy the things I truly enjoy. So in the pursuit of doing some catch-up and getting current, here are my favorite pics over the last few days πŸ™‚

More Random Pics Tomorrow! Getting closed to catch up, but I’m about to snuggle up in bed with another diaper, so they keep coming πŸ˜›

Hugs!!! Thanks for looking πŸ˜›

What a day for a wetter

I promised to share some new new new stuff so here’s a post full of fun and adventure from yesterday!

It was a busy Saturday for this little girl, I had to get up really early and head off to my dayjob, wanted to be extra protected so I put on some NorthshoreCare AirSupreme Mediums, which are a little big on me and very bulky/poofy.

I had a waddle day at work and was invited to goto a show with a friend, so I came home and changed, I was a little soggy by the end of the day, but of course no one at work noticed. Quality diapers and the right clothes on top make my diapers completely invisible, save for maybe having a slightly larger butt than reality.

After a quick clothes-off hose-off and a fresh diaper, I was ready to go. I have been expirementing with make-up lately, I have mixed feelings about cosmetics in general, but it can be fun and I’d love to someday be good at it. I tried some purple lipstick which I thought would match my purple tights and buttons, but with my pale skin it more made me look like I had Pnuemonia. I’m getting laser again soon so hopefully I won’t have to do too much cover-up soon, the woes of being a transgirl.

I went out, I listened to some music and had an accident or two. I haven’t danced in so long, and it was fun to get out on the floor again. Didn’t worry about anything, knew I was diapered and safe and around friends. It’s a good feeling. Diapers really do give me confidence.

The sun started to go down and my BetterDrys started to sag. This was my first time trying them and plan to do a full video review once I do more “research”. They are defintely crinkly and absorbent, really poofy too. I have thoughts about the materials and gathers, but I don’t want to criticize it until I go through a few more. I must say that they get very warm and soggy when they’re wet, reminds me of Attends Briefs but obv. bigger and made much better.

I made my way home to my little nursery and took some very little subby pics, I get so cuddly when i’m wet and tired. I do wish these would show how wet I am more, the wetness indicator fades quickly. I still prefer plain white diapers to any sort of cute colors, at least in the absorbent part. The Original Bambinos were great for that, big and white but with a loud baby-ish tape landing strip. Abena and Tranquility are pros when it comes to the wetness indicators that scream “SHES WET”.

I was just soooo cuddly here πŸ™‚

It was really great to have a long diapered day. I have been really getting back into the routine of it all, still worried a little about rashes and chafing (I slept naked last night just to air out, though I still slept on a bed-pad) but i’ll get re-aquainted again. It’s not like I stopped wearing completely for a while, I would just only wear on occasion. Wearing every day like I have this week is a whole different story. I think a post about my 24/7 experiences in the past would be interesting, I’ll have to look back on some old posts to refresh myself.

Thanks for reading and look forward to a new video next post! Big crinkly hugs, it’s great to be back posting πŸ™‚

New Phloam

Hey Hey! I’ve stepped my selfie game up! I recently got a fancy new phone (Galaxy Note 10) and I’m super excited about the jump in quality my pics will have. It’s still madness to me that some of the best consumer level cameras come attached to phones. I’d love to get a nice DSLR and speedlight flash, all I have now are cheapo Limostudio lights for video, but it’s good for now. Actually, I’ll let you be the judge of that with the little expiremental set of photos I took with the new camera, hope you like them! Just me in my goodnites πŸ™‚

Had a super busy bear day of house repairs and stuff, ordered a bunch of good diaper creams and other preventative messures, i’ll be talking about preventing diaper rash etc as I get back into the routine of constant wear. Was just in my pull-ups today, but back in thick diapers for bed πŸ™‚

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The Last Catch-Up

Hey there friends! If you haven’t been keeping an eye on my Twitter I’ve been posting tons of cute pics! I have been neglecting this site because I’ve been catching up with older pics, so I’ve decided to expedite filling in the gaps so I can start posting all the wonderful stuff I have going on at this very moment.

So here’s a bunch of cute pics from last year that I haven’t posted yet. I still have some older adventures to share like my Disneyland trip earlier this year but my next post (coming out tomorrow) will be about what’s happening with me right now, and it’s all good stuff!

Hope you like the pics, I am not sure of the context of any of these but that hardly matters when it’s just fun, cute crinkly times πŸ™‚ I’m such a little wetter! More stuff very soon! Hugs and love!


Alright, I needed to get that last post off my little chest, I originally had it prefacing this post, but I’d rather keep this one all light, and all fluffy πŸ™‚ So, I have some pics to share from a recent Festival day!

Sometimes when I want to feel extra comfy and padded I wear one of my many diaper covers over my disposables. It really doesn’t serve a purpose other than looking super-cute and lessening the crinkly sounds and you know I don’t mind the crinkling. I also wore a stuffer, but I did something I have a bad habit of… I put in one of those Tranquility Stuffers, and right as I’m about to walk out the door I stop, reach into my diaper and take it out, afraid that a day of walking with a stuffer will be too uncomfortable.

For this day it was Paris-bought Tena Slip Maxis, diaper cover and tights covered by a cute thrift store find, what seems to be a hand-stitched lacy dress, I live around alot of Amish and crafty people so thrift stores in this area are lit πŸ”₯πŸ”₯πŸ”₯. I’m into cotton and breezy fashions, especially vintage and even victorian style ABDL stuff. You know how they used to make all kids wear dresses in the 1800s, there was no boy/girl clothes, there were just baby clothes? There’s some neat looks that came from that, very “sissy” but not over the top. I do like poofy dresses and stuff, but for walking around in public I prefer the more simple, elegant breakdown of the design. Baby clothes are pragmatic clothes, and what’s more simple than a bleached white sleeveless dress? Good for diaper changes and checks. The clothes should be easy, it’s the diapers and the girl that are the complicated parts.

Speaking of silly things little girls do with their clothes, on the way to the Festival I realized I had my tights on backward. These are vintage tights, they have the lines running up the back and my silly self forgot about them and only realized in the car. So, of course, I have to slip off my shoes, pull up my dress and down my tights, avoid stop signs and tall trucks so no one can spy on my re-arranging. I’m trying not to distract the driver and am feeling kinda silly, but of course I’m taking silly pictures too πŸ˜› Car pictures always come out so cute… must be all the natural light and the air of exhibitionism.

I had a long day, fun day, and came home fairly damp. When I got home and wet it the last time it did leak a little bit, so maybe the stuffer would have been good. I think my next post will be about stuffers…

So a long diaper day with a leaky little end πŸ˜› I hope you like the pictures and this is basically the last set taken with my old phone, I have a new mobile which means new camera and better pics/videos! Here’s one I took the other day when I was romping around in my Goodnites πŸ™‚

Life is exciting and refreshing and positive things lie ahead. Give your stuffies a snuggle and look for more stuff soon πŸ™‚


(I started writing this post years ago but never finished it ~ was living in Buffalo, was thoroughly unhappy in life and needed to do something. This Disney trip was the beginning of a very positive change in my life)

Hey there friends! I have a little story to tell you, it’s about a babygirl visiting DisneyWorld! I went in December 2015 during the coldest part of the season in Buffalo, It was lovely to get away to the warmth of good friends and theme park adventures.

I left on very very rainy day, took the greyhound for the first step of the trip. I made plans to spend a day or two before the trip with friends before flying out to Florida. It was a largely uneventful few days but very relaxing.

I ate my little butt off (or on?) at Golden Corral, bought a new purse and some new tights for travels, and got already to go! We took a car to the airport and I made sure to have my nappies on πŸ™‚

Couple flights later I was on my way to Florida. Drove across Orlando to the entrance to the DisneyWorld complex, look at it from a satellite sometime, there’s miles and miles of nothing but Disney, hotels, parks, malls, all of it with Disney branding. Around DinseyLand in Southern California you can get away from the Disney stuff pretty easy but DisneyWorld is exactly that, an entire immersive world of nothing but Disney. I was bouncing and crinkling up in down in the car when I came across the sign, I’m pretty sure every little wets their pants when they realize they’re at Disney.

We made it to our home for the next week (we stayed at the “Movies” version of the All-Star Hotels) and then headed out to The Magic Kingdom. I was already missing my little teddy bears back home, but as soon as I got to the park my eyes lit up and I couldn’t think of anything but magic and cartoons.

I spent the next week visiting the parks and snapped a ton of fun pictures!

Went all over the Kennedy space center ~ saw the Atlantis space shuttle. If you visit make sure to see the whole show, it’s amazing, especially the “reveal” of the space shuttle. There’s a video someone made of the pre-show on YT here.

Because I’m not a big fan of Rollercoasters and I am a big fan of culture and travel, Epcot is where I had the most fun. Took some pics of the Japanese displays, showing off lots of cute/kawaii outfits and little stuff πŸ™‚ I went to get hotel breakfast one morning and saw that a tour group has prepared breakfast… white bread, donut and fruit cocktail. Probably my favorite part of traveling is the random weird stuff.

Met some stormtroopers and played some guitar hero, saw the worlds biggest gingerbread house and tried to avoid the worlds biggest crowds. My favorite scary ride was probably the Test Track at Epcot, I do love the little rides like Peter Pan though πŸ™‚

It was a lovely adventure, seems so long ago. I don’t remember many of the details, I do remember all the fun. It’s been fun looking through these old pictures, next post look forward to some new ones ❀

Thanks for reading, more stuff sooooon πŸ˜›

Bunny in a bear suit!

Hey there friends I have been super busy with work and life, I’m working on a new video and I absolutely haven’t forgotten about posting, just a bit of a dry well at this moment creatively. Focusing on life stuff right now and feeling really good, still beiny a good girl πŸ™‚

I’m here because I’ve got a very cute picture of my bunny and I promised my little floppy eared friend that I would post it. I picked them up a very cute little bear sleeper so they could dress like the other bears. It was a rousing success and the bunny was very happy.

I also just installed WordPress on my phone so I can post a lot easier.

There’s been a little sudden sadness in my life but I’m dealing with it very well, treating myself with love and not letting things get me down. Thanks for reading and more stuff soon if you have a bunny give them a big hug for me πŸ™‚