PeeTown pt. 1: How I Learned To Stop Worrying And Love My Diapers

Hey there friends!!! I’m back from my lovely vacation and here’s the first round of diapered beach pics!!! I went out to a little beach in Provincetown early in the morning and just romped around in my dress, swimsuit and pink Megamax! I’ve always wanted to take pics on the beach in my diapers, there’s one or two from LA floating around but this was a proper pic taking experience, have so many to share!

It was a lovely working vacation that led to memorable moments and some kinky fun. Provincetown is one of the worlds queer artist meccas, there’s incredible food but other than that it’s all galleries and gay bars, with a few sex shops and stores that sell little sweaters for your dog thrown in the mix. It’s a really welcoming place and very free when it comes to expressing yourself. There’s rainbow flags on every building and everyone from senior tour groups to sweaty tanned dudes in assless chaps walking down the street. I never felt uncomfortable acting or dressing however I felt. It’s how the world should be, express yourself and let others express themselves. Ptown (Peetown lol) is a little wild for your average utopia but the point stands… we’re all too hungup on ourselves, wear those thick diapers, stop worrying about showing off your shoulders, in fact stop worrying so much in general. More on this as my thoughts form up into a nice, wobbly word jello.

It was nice to get out of town post-Covid, more thoughts on that and my travels coming soon, wanted to share some of these pics and will save some smiles for the next post. There’s another half of this set in my cute little Hello Kitty 2 Piece Bikini, it’s adorable!!!

Thanks so much for reading my little blog, I have no big life events or travels ahead so expect to hear more from me! Travel Video coming soon!

Little Green Diaper Fairy

Hey there friends!!! Summers been full of adventures for me and today we’re focusing on a pretty little fairy day!

I went to a Fairy event, lots of dressed up people, just picked up this neat little Leotard from the Halloween stock at a thrift store. It’s really a dance outfit labeled “Funny Frog” (like the Belle and Sebastian song) and came with a little froggy hat, but i’m more of a fairy than a froggy, though Soggy Froggy might be a fun look. I think I made the right decision to go for a more Tinkerbell green fairy look by adding a petticoat over the rather revealing leotard, the petticoat was originally part of a Poison Ivy Batman costume that I got rid of back long before she was relevant again.

Don’t forget friends, start hitting the Thrift Stores early for halloween costumes! It’s not all cheesy “Spirit Halloween Stores” stuff, you can often find great cosplay stuff, funky lingerie, tons of leotards and other cool finds!

I’ve been meaning to talk about my “Diaper Layering” method in a video, but this post is a good example of how I do it! I wrote a big essay about all that but I’ll save that for the next post. In summary though, I like to put on a few individual diapers so I can change into a fresh diaper super easy! Usually starting with a BB diaper or pull-up, then a brief and maybe even another adult pull-up to keep everything in place. It creates a lovely thick diaper feeling and you don’t have to spend all day in a soggy crinkle!

October just started so I plan to have a little more costumed fun this season… i’ve never been a big fan of Halloween as an adult because I wish people would just dress up all the time! Luckily there’s plenty of conventions and faires and fun places where people can put on petticoats or dress like Zelda characters. I could really get into some light cosplay action, I have so many costumes!

Big hugs friends, more stuff sooooon! I’m back from my Cape Cod vacation and have so many incredible pics to share with you! I also took a little travel vlog and am really kicking into full creative gear πŸ™‚ Lots more soon, including an exclusive fashion show video πŸ™‚

Happy thoughts from the Crinkly Green Fairy!

EasyUps 5t6t Review!

New Video! Or rather, a video from last month that I’m just now posting here! I’m going to be changing up the format of this site to a weekly newsletter format, nothing will change except more posts! More on that soon, but for now some old video and new pics!

This video is age restricted on YT so you have to log in to watch it, sorry!

These are a fun novelty diaper, it’s nice to see larger sizes, it has the 3 channel system that is so popular in modern diapers. I’m really fond of the rainbows and really colorful look.

I won’t be wearing these very often, mostly just for romping around the house and cute diaper playtime. I’ll keep a couple in the car or in my diaper bag as emergency replacement panties πŸ™‚

I just filmed a new video talking all about the Abena Junior XS2’s and Bambo Dreamy Diapers, two much nicer options for pullups, though not quite as cute and colorful. That video will be coming up super soon! Hope you like it, i’m really excited to share this one, i’ve got a super cute pink skirt on πŸ™‚

More soon, thanks and be well friends!

Run Play Hide

Hey there friends! Here’s a catch-all post for what’s been going on with me lately! Lets go over a few topics…

Run:

So over the last month things have been opening up and I’ve been adventuring around Pennsylvania more with a few visitors including family. After coming back from California in March of 2020, just a couple days before everything shut down, I haven’t really done any traveling. Over the last couple weeks I have been in many big crowds and restaurants and other situations that I didn’t think I was going to be in for a very long time, if ever. I’ve got all my shots, so I didn’t really worry but it was still a bit of an unnerving situation being thrown into the deep end of a petri dish. But knowing my lifestyle I couldn’t just stay inside forever so I had to be brave and tough it out. Still very cautious just finally starting to come out of my cave… with that said, I do plan on going back to masking in customer service situations.

I have some travel to Cape Cod coming up as well as a few local hotel rooms (primarily to shoot content) in my near future. Afterwards i’ll be doing my annual California/West Coast adventures, will only have managed to miss one year, though I may take another cross country train trip instead of flying. So far i’ve been from Albany to San Francisco on a Greyhound Bus (the horrors) and from Los Angeles to Buffalo on a train, might be fun to do Philly to San Fransisco on a train.

I have some people in my life that have needed some time after being isolated so long, and in the process things have been a little slow on the creative process. I have lots of great content from my adventures and will be posting in upcoming galleries, and don’t forget to check my Twitter/Insta/Tumblr!

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StayKinky has been a driving force in my life since I really kicked off the studio at the end of 2019. I’ve been making content for a very long time but never took it serious enough to call myself a Studio. Now with my fancy camera and equipment and new filming space, I have every opportunity to make great videos… but I haven’t really. I’ve still been making weekly videos and yeah, there’s some great ones in there and pretty proud of most of them, but I’m filming these videos like YouTube reviews when I’d much rather be making much more intimate realistic content, less of a show and more of an experience.

Late last year I was starting to do some really wild stuff with green screen but I feel like my creativity/energy has waned a bit, or at least life is worn me down a little bit and I need a re-sharpening. Luckily I have friends and fans to snap a out of that funk, and I’m starting to reignite my passion and reassess the kind of videos I’m making. I’ve been pretty steady in the C list of trans performers for the last decade, and while I know I never going to become some big #1 star primarily because I don’t generally perform with others/do hardcore stuff. I could be doing better than I am now I could be doing what I was six months ago. I’d like to be back to #20 on the top performers list not #50.

With that said its all about finding a comfortable work/life balance and I am happy with what I’m doing now. I certainly could be doing more and promoting more to make the future a little less uncertain and to ensure folks don’t get bored with my content. I really treasure Style in art and my art hasn’t had very much style lately, and that generally comes down to my level of effort I put into things. I need to put more effort into better videos and I will be, I have some good ideas coming up for StayKinky. Granted I’m mostly a single person doing all this on my own so I try not to be too hard on myself, especially because other people will be much harder on me, leading into my next part… I do want to give a quick thanks to everyone who subs to my sites and Patreon etc, you’re keeping me happy, healthy and safe!

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So a few months ago that PewDiePie thing came out and we all had a bit of fun, I got some really positive feedback and got a little reminder that the world knows who I am. That’s my official statement, but there’s much more behind it.

What most people probably didn’t see were the dozen of imitators that came after that. The little channels that don’t really have a filter or sense of decency who are more prone to calls of violence/doxxing/harrassment etc. Since the PewdiePie video I have been under near constant barrage, everything from podcasts threatening my life, people pretending to be me and posting horrible things, countless hostile personal messages, and multiple campaigns of flagging my content so it’s removed from the internet and I can’t get paid. PHub has been the worst of this, taking down my videos constantly even though they are nothing like what they are being flagged for, and then getting brick walls from support. Receiving brick walls from Facebook and Spotify has also been frustrating and it has taken weeks and lawyers and blood pressure spikes to get some of these things removed. It’s been relentless and I can handle it, but it’s a lot. The stuff I get on the regs would traumatize the average person, so I try not to amplify or focus on it, but it’s there for sure.

So when there’s a lot of heat on me, sometimes it’s best for me to turtle for a little while. I don’t want to toot my own horn or anyting but the amount of garbage most people get, I feel like I get 10 times more due to the intersectionality of being trans, ABDL and a sex worker. Sometimes I don’t need to stick around to be reminded how much people fear/dislike me, because I know those people will go away when the temperature lowers and I’ll be back to mostly good, friendly community people seeing my content, though community people are a handful too. I’m not going anywhere but after doing this for so ridiculously long I know when it is good to step away for a bit. Thankfully I don’t anticipate any more media moments coming up. I’m more than happy to just stay in my lane for now, making crinkle videos and kink content for likeminded folks. Again, part of the reason I do this is because I know I can handle it, so don’t worry about me ❀

Moving Forward

Thanks for reading, have everything a little girl could need to make some really great media, just going slow and measuring my movements, I’ve come a long way in the last few years and want to ensure I keep the positivity flowing πŸ™‚ Thanks friends, more soon!!! New video up on my Youtube btw, full post coming soon!

Springtime Leotards and Molicares!

Hey there friends! New video! It’s showing off all my super cute Leotards and some Molicare Slip Super Plus!

Just a little video today, will be filling you in on my adventures, nothing toooo tumultuous or notable but lots going on! I’m about to have a super busy time next weekend and the following week, so lots of pics and fun stuff incoming!

Always be sure to check out my @RileyBBQ twitter and @StayDiapered Instagram ans well as all my other social medias and sites for more pics and crinkles! https://allmylinks.com/rileybbq

Just got a new shooting space as well, more greenscreen fun coming up as well as more legit, in-depth diaper reviews. I just love Leotards so much, I have been really having fun with these videos πŸ™‚

More coming soon, stay cool everyone! And StayDiapered of course, lots of baby powder!

Back to the Garden

It’s late in the evening and I’m sifting through some pictures of me wearing cute diapers, just thought I’d sit down and share a little smile or two :):)

Life has been very complicated lately. Really going to stretch this metaphor, but Life has been like a really big salad that you get in a fancy restaurant, it’s good and food is essential, but it’s really big and theres so much going on. There’s the stuff you really like, the spinach and feta, but there’s also some water chestnuts and those weird little corn cobs that make you feel giant. You’re impressed by it but also a little confused, I think that sums up my life lately.

Over the last few weeks the I’ve gotten my second covid shot, had a close friend have a health issue that led to a week of Hospital stuff, retired from a local politics thing I was involved in, organized all my clothes and diapers, got my first mani pedi since Cov started (haircut soon), did my taxes, bought a new mattress and a giant mirror, along with some other personal successes and failures too boring, spicy or shameful to mention.

Most of my time has been really focused on getting StayKinky’s relevance and sales up so I’m set up better for the future and any upcoming challenges. Been really pushing the MyEXO recently, learn more on StayKinky (NSFW)! Ok, ad-break over.

As for social stuff, I’m active on twitter, but mostly just working behind the veil right now, editing and organizing etc. When something like the PewDiePie thing happens (and the dozens of ripple effect videos that come after) I generally try to keep my head down a little bit. I’m really happy with my level of exposure right now (save for wanting to sell more videos on StayKinky) and prefer to just work withing my comfort zone as opposed to mitigate attention from outsiders. I may not always feel that way but I enjoy my privacy and obscurity right now, but perhaps I’ve gotten too comfortable wearing a mask…

I aspire to share more of my journey, I’m starting to get out again and would love to share more crinkly adventures. Writing is the pushbroom of the soul, gets things moving and helps clarify my often scattered thoughts, and I haven’t been diligent enough in it. It’s a tool you need to keep sharp, and it’s harder to do the less you do. I neeeed to write, to express myself, but I don’t recognize that thirst often enough.

Best way to stay in touch is to sign up for emails on this site and you’ll be updated of new posts. I have some Youtube videos coming soon and some great new StayKinky stuff out this week, so be sure to stay posted πŸ™‚

So the point is: I’m getting back to the basics, focusing on what’s important (friends, family, health, self expression) and keeping my nose to the grindstone. It’s been a super productive week and i’ve wrapped up all my “ToDo” editing, some stuff from January even, so it’s good to be caught up. Now all I have to do is make NEW stuff, and i’m set-up to do that. I had a ton of diapers and outfits that were just randomly hungup or in boxes and I got all that sorted, I’m really excited about all the fun swimsuit videos and Size 6/7/Training Pants reviews coming up! I have 40+ brands and have been working on this for a looooong time πŸ™‚

The sun is out, i’m getting into tights and cute dresses instead of pajamas and overalls, I’m feeling cute and healthy and have lots of great things ahead. I’ve never had so many responsibilities in my life and it feels like I’m “Adulting” all day everyday, but I also woke up this morning in a wet diaper and spend a significant amount of time talking/playing/snuggling my stuffers, so I’m balancing things well. I’ve been in diapers every night for the last month, and it’s been lovely. In times of need, diapers and stuffies (and all you friends!) are there for me, and that gives me so much confidence!

I’ll leave it for now, these pics were from a thickly diapered outing in a local Garden, got a case of Pink Megamaxes from Northshore that i’ve been really enjoying, a perfect day-to-night diaper, always comfortable going out for hours in one of those (especially if I have a babbydiaper under it so I can change that out after my first wetting, more on my diaper layering methods in an upcoming video)

Thanks for reading friends, more cuddles and pics and video coming sooooon ❀

Hugs friends!!!

My Strange Addiction 10 Year Retrospective

It’s been nearly 10 Years since the Adult Baby episode of My Strange Addiction came out and I look back on the whole process and the shows effects on my life, the community and how ABDL’s and alternate lifestyles are perceived in the media. Timecodes are in the comments, and this is a long one!

I’ll be doing some shorter quick reviews coming soon, but this PewDiePie video made me switch up my priorities and put the work into this one. Please like and subscribe, leave a comment πŸ™‚

Thanks for all the love over the years, you can even look back and see what I thought about it back then πŸ™‚

Big hugs everyone and more stuff sooooon!!!

And as always, StayDiapered!!!

Sigzagor Adult Cloth Diaper Review!

Hey there friends! New review today!!!

Here at StayDiapered, I like to cover various diapers I find online that don’t get as much attention as some of the big brands, as most of those are equal in quality/price ratio and thoroughly reviewed already. I see these Sigzagor diapers all over Amazon and I’m sure ABDLs are buying them, so here I am with a new review!

The key takeaway here is that they are CHEAP. They look nice, they probably make a million of the baby diapers a day and I imagine the quality is fairly uniform, which is fine for the price. They probably won’t last long and who knows how long they will last in the wash, but for what they are I can recommend them for a first try or extra stock of cloth diapers. I imagine they are so cheap because the company makes a TON of baby diapers, and please let me know if you have seen this company change hands or any identical diapers, I know sometimes these companies do second manufacturing runs on machines.

But yeah, check them out if you’re curious about cloth diapering, be sure to like and sub on the video and feel free to share the video around on whatever platforms you like! More stuff soon, this is my first one since taking a little vacation so expect more this week πŸ™‚

Fun stuff soon, thanks for watching!!!

DiaperGirl Builds A Gaming Chair!

Hey there friends! New video today, I build my big comfy, pink gaming chair πŸ™‚

Been really working on setting up my new environment, getting some new gear and space to film, has been an ridiculously busy month that has completely slipped by… I have some script writing to do and videos to edit and lots of fun stuff to share πŸ™‚

Some fun crinkle pics coming tomorrow, going to get poked this weekend so wish me good health ❀

I’m in a soggy pink Megamax, I’m going to take it reaaaaallly easy the next couple days, I have been spread like not enough butter across too much bread… I’ve been watching the LOTR trilogy again πŸ˜›

Anyway, hope you like the video and pics! More stuff soooon ❀