New Video – “Is AB/DL a Fetish?”

Hey there! I have a new video out, “Is AB/DL a Fetish?”

I know the keying/greenscreen isn’t perfect and this is like the 3rd version I made of this, others were too rambling or unfocused, this time I tried to sum everything up as concisely as possible. It’s still a bit longer than I’d like, but as I mentioned about my last video, I do plan on expanding on this stuff as time goes on as far as making completely [Revised] editions. I just have some attention coming to my channel very soon and wanted to have some learning tools prepared for when people ask common questions.

I made this to also spark conversations among ourselves and the community. I see this a particular way and try not to impose that on others, but also set some practical guidelines about expressing yourself in public. I imagine this would cause the most backlash as some people are more open about this than others. The standards set here are focused on respect for others, which everyone can agree is important.

So basically, I wanted to frame this in familiar language and the mainstream understanding of kink, using my own experience to help make it relatable, and dispell misconceptions about the more misunderstood elements.

Thanks for watching and feel free to share some ideas on what I could do better or what you’d make more clear, it really helps as I continue to define, rethink and make learning tools for this. Let’s talk!

More stuff soon, thanks for joining me on this journey 🙂

New Video!!!

It’s been far too long hasn’t it! I have a new video up today, just a little channel intro for my Youtube. I have things set-up to work on my “ABDL Defined” video today, should be up in the next day or two. Hope you like the video!


I showed you one of my favorite videos, now for my favorite. Some emotional stuff ahead.

When I filmed this I was ostensibly homeless, house-sitting and sleeping on couches in SF. I was unfairly fired from my job (eventually won the Unemployment hearings, but life was rough for a while) and I was figuring out where to go and what to do as a young transgirl with dreams. Life was rough to me then, 2010, I was already an experienced sex worker and hustler in Sacramento. Things started to fall apart, I lost my beloved coffee shop job and a close friend died, issues with stalkers, vice, local thugs, basically too much heat in Sacramento so I set off to San Francisco. I had friends and contacts there as well as a stripping gig, though I didn’t have anything solid. SF is a good place to go if you’re living on the edge, but there’s also a culture around exploiting people like that, especially young, cute ones.

Life was continuing to harden me, adventure and drama was routine and exhausting. I dreamed to escape to a world of pastel and snuggles.

This is my dream.

I suppose life has never been that low, and I’m closer to my dream than I am to those old bus mall days. I took a bunch of cute pictures today, just to test out taking serious photos after a while. Made me feel optimistic about making new content for the site, making more videos for fun and for sale. Exciting stuff 🙂

Hope you like the video, it means a lot to me. ❤

Changing Times Diaper Company

Hey there! Today we’ll be talking about Changing Times Diaper Company, a small ABDL store near the Las Vegas strip. Also, this is my first video in a long time, even though it was filmed in 2017. I’ll post some soon, just taking it slow for now 🙂

It’s an real storefront where you can walk in and shop, I find it really freeing to actually see what you’re buying. We’re all very used to buying stuff online and for a while Conventions were the only way to really experience an ABDL “store”. And it can be a really neat experience to see all these ABDL products all together, it has an interesting effect of both normalizing the experience but also sounding like something out of a fantasy story. What it doesn’t have the vibe of is a sex store and I would be very mindful that it’s not a place for exposing oneselves or doing anything kinky. It’s a fairly discreet storefront in a boring little strip mall, which is frankly the best place for it to be.


Plastic pants and cloth diapers and a tons of brands, from medical standards to cartoon covered designer diapers. They do sell a few onesies if I recall (you can see their full stock at on their website) but not much in regards to outer clothing, though I imagine that can get complicated quickly. Overall, I was very impressed with their stock and I imagine you could find everything you need there for a fun weekend.

I found the store owners to be friendly and talkative and very aware of the needs of the ABDL community, I won’t assume but I imagine the store is a passion product for the owners. I think its great, and especially being in Vegas where many people go to get away, its quite handy to not get a bag delivered to the hotel or god forbid wear Depends or generics. Oh, I’m not that snooty, I wear CVS generics now and then 😛


This was our haul of crinkles and plastic pants, you can match the brands to the pictures from the last post. I didn’t get any plastic pants though, I have more than a few pairs and don’t really wear them very often, usually only if i’m feeling extra playful. It was a fun trip and i’m sure i’ll be back again soon, check out Changing Times Diaper Company online and if you’ve visited or ordered let me know what you think.

I started this post this morning and am finishing it now after a busy day… this has been a pretty tough weekend, guys hitting on me at work, bad sleep, one of those times where a bunch of things out of your control seem to wear on you and you just have to power through. Long day tomorrow but then I have a few days to relax, write and snuggle the Bears! Thanks for reading and give your stuffies some love for me 🙂