Holiday #DiaperCheck

New video! Just wanted to send some holiday hugs and give a little life update, there’s some personal stuff in here that I had some trouble finding the right words for. I’d love to get back to trans-vlogging again, I just need to take some time to get comfortable about opening up about these things again. Plus actually start taking hormones again, which I will be again soon!

For more on my last few years, check out this post.

For more about my views on gender, check out this post.

Sharing really big hugs, hope your holidays are warm and full of stuffies!

Miss Green Crinkles

Hi there! I got some new diapers in!

I have been loving the Northshore Supreme and Northshore Megamax, so I thought I’d try these Supreme Lights. I have mixed feelings about colorful diapers, I do like cute looking designs especially like the BunnyHopps, but most diaper designs don’t really do it for me. It’s not an issue with the actual designs themselves, I just like plain white diapers so much! I like diapers that actually show off the wetness, a big poofy white diaper with an obvious wetness indicator, like the Abenas, are the best.

So I was cautious about these, I wasn’t sure if the overall color would have that effect. But as soon as I got them into my hands I realized that color isn’t the thing I should have been worried about. They’re made of this material that I can only describe as “newspaper-esq”, and are ridiculously loud. It’s not awful, they just feel weird kinda. When you’re wet they get really warm and almost feel wet to the touch on the outside.

That said, I do like them and I look forward to testing out the other 2 samples and doing a review eventually. Hope you like the pics, I’m writing this just before bed, i’m in an Abena now, no leaks tonight!

More stuff soon 🙂 Goodnite!

Always Discreet Video Review!

Hi there friends, I have a new highly requested video, covering the Always Discreet Maximum/Overnight Maximum Pull-ups!

A couple notes ~

Both diapers have absorbent gel in them, but the Maximum (green package) is mostly made of a cellulose material e.g. cotton absorbent core, where the Overnight Maximum (purple package) has much more gel and swells up much more like a baby diaper.

I have personally never tried the Attends Premiere, but they look much more like the higher-end Pull Ups.

As I’ve said before, if i’m affiliated/sponsored by anyone I will make it known. I have successfully ordered things from Wearever, but BigTots and Haband I can’t speak for.

I wish I would have shown off my tummy more, I always try to show how high up the diaper goes. It’s been freezing lately!

I have some more fun video ideas soon, will be covering the Northshore MegaMax, CVS/Rite Aid’s Generic Briefs, Cloth Diapers and other pressing AB/DL issues. Pardon the lack of video last week, I’m feeling much better and am excited to make some more fun crinkly videos!

Thanks for watching and more stuff soon!

Today’s Song – The entire Metal Gear Solid PS1 Soundtrack, for obvious reasons.

PupDate

This post isn’t about pups or anything like that, I just thought Pupdate sounded cute 😛 Going to post a few pics and a few thoughts, mostly about adult industry stuff, so CW for that.

I’ve been hurtin’ the last couple weeks, I got a really bad sore throat and since then I’ve just been kinda lethargic and miserable but regardless, good things are happening in life. I always have trouble acclimating to this freezy winter weather plus I had laser the other day so I’m kinda hiding from people and the sun, basking in my natural hermitude (hermitage?). During this time I’m focusing on getting my camming/adult content going, the following paragraphs expand on my plans, I’m mostly just going over it in my own head so this may be of interest only to other content creators.

I’ve got a 3 stage plan, basically setting StayDiapered up, then StayKinky, then managing both consistently. I need to build up these sites so I have the platform to distribute content and the organization to deal with possible de-platforming. I’ve lost accounts on YT and Insta multiple times, as well as sites shutting down (iFriends) or restricting content (tumblr), so I’ve learned to be mobile and flexible. You’re stuck with me internet, i’ll make my content available flaggers be damned.

My StayKinky content has and will be much less ABDL focused, “Sadie Hawkins” lets me control where the clicks lead, I want people googling Riley Kilo to land here not on my more explicit content. Many of my industry friends thought it was a bad idea because it’d lessen the SEO etc of my name, but I did it because it’s the right thing to do for the content i’m trying to make. I’d like to do what I can to legitimize certain aspects of the ABDL community, often through print and media appearances and the porn stuff just confuses things.

Total aside here, but I have a feeling many people in these kink/porn/lifestyle social media circles see it as something they are passing through, seeing it as more of a job not a career. Not everyone’s a lifer, there’s a million valid reasons to walk away (stress, age, fans, privacy, safety) sometimes you just find the stability that a good job would grant you and retire, not criticizing people that drop out for whatever reason. Part of the reason why I took a break, left LA, is I needed to not burn out. I had deep unresolved personal issues, getting into shoots and situations that were not healthy or positive.

I was burning out physically and mentally and facing the dread of every artistic person, compromising my integrity. I am also INCREDIBLY cautious about STIs, and found companies I worked with weren’t as concerned as I was. I’m 100% STI free, no shame if you’re not, I’ve had therapists tell me that my worries lean more towards phobia than the common fears one would have about STI’s. It’s something that has changed my perspective on sex work, and is likely related to my overall trust issues, anxiety about my health and just generally being a wreck in terms of relationships. I’m a good friend and a gentle, caring lover, but could probably use some work in the girlfriend department.

These are complaints about the industry as a whole and I have been reluctant to talk about this flippantly, this stuff is for a book not a random aside, so i’ll leave it at that for now. Also, Wendy Summers has always been good people, none of my criticism of the trans porn industry should be associated with her, she’s golden.

With all that said, I’m finding a comfortable space for myself when it comes to content. I plan on making more naughty Diaper content outside of my YT videos, but there’s significant restrictions put on that when camming/posting to most sites. It also doesn’t grant me the steady income that lingerie and camshows does. I do plan on working with other models once I get filled up with solo content, as well as collabs with other ABDL community members/creators.

These things will take time, and I plan as my sites grow i’ll branch out into publishing a few short stories as well as some long form smut. Even further down the road I’m considering getting my old Transcaping (aka LetsGetSRS) going with some more mainstream YT content, gaming stuff, movie reviews, perspectives on being trans etc. I’ve got some serious creativity pent up in these bones and I’d love to share as much as I can.

I’ve always wanted to make a career of this. I’ve supplemented it with service jobs, sex work and self-owned businesses unrelated to sex, but now I’m really focusing on the long term. Going to school to get some sort of certification, likely in social work. I want to really understand the language and clinical aspects of these things that I so constantly discuss, and a proper education/certification could lend legitimacy to what is ostensibly a life-long study of unique human behavior. Also, as I get older, my caregiver side grows stronger and I always anticipated being a legit pro-mommy someday. I’ve done my share of paid pro-mommy stuff in the past, but never with any real structure and usually more focused on sex acts. Riley’s Wonderland Nursery will be a thing someday, just gotta build up and up.

I have a feeling things are going to be crescent fresh from here on out, I know what i’m doing and where I want to go with all this, I’m flexible and ready for changes, drama, hate mail, I’m tuff and ready! You can’t keep a good diaper girl down, I plan on posting until I’m old and grey and I hope you’ll follow me on this journey ❤

Now for more pics! Just a bunch of morning/night pics, I’ve been wearing to bed almost every night, been such a good girl 🙂 Bears back in diapers too 😛

Stay warm and Stay Diapered! Big hugs and thanks for reading ❤

Today’s Song – Dinosaur Jr – Start Choppin – The chunkiest guitar, music for walking to work on a cold winter day.

More and More

Here’s some random pics from the last few weeks 🙂 No new video this week, I’ve been having some rough times, nothing too big just seasonal stuff, getting over a cold, dentists, lethargy… I’ll be back on tops soon 🙂 In the meantime, I’ve been posting some videos on Manyvids (StayKinky) and will be sharing all that soon! Being gentle with myself over the holidays is good, so please be patient and good things are coming 🙂

Just come cute pull-up pics and some “real” diaper pics too 🙂

BetterDry Diapers Video Review!

Its new review Tuesday and I’ll be talking all about the BetterDry diapers today!

A few things I wanted to add, first, the plastic can rip on the front if you try to remove the tapes too hastily, I never have this issue because the double tapes allow easy removal and I usually the tapes right the first time. The plastic may rip during removal, but the double tapes make this a non-issue most of the time. Crinklz sells a Small and XL size and I have heard reports of the outside designs of Crinklz rubbing off but have never experienced myself.

Other than that, you’ll find this review to be very ecstatic about this diaper, I was questioning the 5 Bear review at first, but after wearing one today I realize this is truly one of the comfiest, safest, best feeling when wet diapers out there. I need to talk more about things like wet-feel more in videos…

I also plan to talk about the Northshore MegaMax, a diaper that’s a tough contender in terms of quality. Also a ton of requests for the Always Discreet have come in, though I’ll need to go out and find some of those, I’ve had bad luck locally. Perhaps I’ll take it easy and review 2 brands of Generic Briefs… So many diapers!

Top two pics are last night, bottom two are this morning, I was very soggy! Just waddled around all morning in my full diapers and footy sleepers, a very nice way to start the day 🙂

Hope everyone has a lovely warm week and more stuff very soon! Hope you like the video, spread it around and tell your friends!

StayDiapered ❤

Ducks and Diapers

I had a fun day recently 🙂 I was making a little video in the morning and decided to stay in my Depend diapers and go out for a ducky day 🙂

It’s been cold lately so I’ve been bundling up, I told myself this winter I wouldn’t get into the habit of just bundling up, less jeans and more skirts and warm stockings. Warm tights are essential and few things feel comfier than pulling your tights over your diapers, that safe and warm poofy padded bottom feeling. Unfortunately my favorite purple tights have been wearing out lately, need to do some warm tights shopping. I had to pull my tights down in the car just too see how wet I was, but I guess I could have just felt it through the ripped tights. I was very wet 🙂

I hungout with the duckies and came home pretty wet. These are just Depend so I needed to change as soon as I got home, but I couldn’t help taking some upskirts first. I think I changed into a clean one and took a little nap, dreamed about ducks and diapers.

Just a simple day crinkling around town, thanks for reading and I hope you like the pictures! New video review tomorrow of the BetterDry diapers, and more pics and stories and fun soon!