Poppin’

First off, bloggy type post about real life today, plans and the future and stuff! Second off, I thought you were working on your sugar problem Breakfast Cereal, but it seems like you’re back to the sack and hitting it pretty hard. We’re here to help, we love you cereal, but this is too much for us to take.

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Seriously, those are cartoon babies eating this, I couldn’t imagine feeding this to an baby, or especially a little. I’ve seen how excitable some littles get when they get all sugared up, and it’s hard to contain someone who’s in a footy sleeper, littles can be quite squirmy and wormy. I suppose a harness would help or maybe something that they can’t run in, only waddle.

I’m out and about, living life in WNY now that the snow has melted. It actually snowed 2 days ago which is ridiculous for late April, especially after 3 years in the constant warmth of LA. I realized that I’ve been here in WNY for 5 months now, and to be completely honest, haven’t done much in terms of advancing my future. I needed a break, to get some dentistry done, to restart my transition and get with a real hormone doctor. I’ve been mostly successful with all that, feel positive about my direction but the time has flown by and I need to make better use of it.

I’ve also set myself up to start therapy, though I haven’t started it yet. I have also been considering school. These are things that I tried in the past, but never found an environment that clicked. I would likely start at a Junior College and have never been terribly good at studying/tests, though I’m probably better at it now that when I was in school last (which was nearly a decade ago). I still like the idea of getting some sort of social or psychological certification, and it’d be fun to meet new people and take some classes in Film, Drama, Design, whatever piques my interest. I can still cam, blog, and goto school at the same time, and potentially get SRS all at the same time.

That’s the plan of moving to NY honestly. I did LA and the porn/waitress/extra thing for a while, realized how unsatisfying and fleeting it all was (also smoggy, and the people are all phonies, no one reads, everything has cilantro on it…), wanted to get back to my creative roots and writing and slow down a bit. I wasn’t hardly transitioning for a long time there, I quit for porn for a while, I quit because I couldn’t get a doctor, I quit because I was disillusioned or drinking or depressed. I don’t know what I was thinking, and this move to NY was/is yet another turning point in my life. I’m convinced it’s for the best.

So that’s that, just some thoughts and plans, who knows what the future will hold? I was going to post some crinkle pics at the end of this, but it got all serious so I’ll just leave you with the song I’m listening to as I type this, I don’t know if there’s a higher meaning to “Debaser” being the song of the day. I’ll let you decide. Thanks for listening, I’ll flesh out some of these ideas in my next posts, which I’m going to write right now ❤

Hugs!

Riley K.

Song of the Day: The Pixies – “Debaser”

4 tooty

Hello friends! Ready for a little looking back post that makes me feel nostalgic and a little silly? Okay, here we go!

Pot was a popular thing among my friends and I after graduating High School, I started community college and was seeing this dealer girl pretty regularly so needless to say, my late teens was spent fairly baked. It was 4/20/05 and we all decided to go to a place called Hometown Buffet, it’s a Golden Corral type trough where a stoned young Riley could have all the thanksgiving food and chocolate milk her little heart wanted. The only thing I remember from that day was the meat cutter guy, he took one look at me and smiled, my bleary eyes and full plate, he flashed a peace sign and said “happy four tooty”. I smiled back and asked for more ham.

Flash forward 6 years later to 2011, I had just moved to NY from California a few months before and I was visiting NYC after attending NELIcon, the AB/DL convention. I met up with some friends, we went and got a haircute, we ate a giant bag of Burritos, it was lovely. There have been more memorable days since but seeing my old friends again and reintroducing myself to the city I grew to love is always going to stick with me. Plus there’s photos, and even a video on this post from 2011, so that helps 🙂

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Life is good, I could use a trim though, it’s been a while… and I still have that purse and that Frodo shirt, which I wear all the time 🙂 Starting off my monday with a little retrospective, it’s easy to see my archives on the sidebar if you’d like to check out my April adventures over the years ~ I’m cleaning up and tagging my archives, as well as working on the FAQ here and on r/ABDL, so the site will get more and more cohesive, unlike myself on many a 4/20. This year I’m having a granola bar and writing on my blog, about to do some spring cleaning and fill my day with the little things that make life, one of those things most likely being a haircut 🙂 Be well friends! Have a wonderful monday and I’ll leave you with a new thing, my song/record/movie/book whatever of the day!

Be well ❤

Riley K ~

Today’s Song: Animal Collective – “Grass”